Melting rainbows ate me whole

2009-12-04T09:01:00.000-08:00

finally updating here. well As are finally over, and honestly i dont have much to say about it. it came and left so fast.

these days, i've been sleeping, shopping,reading, watching lots of drama and just enjoying freedom. i was telling rhonda how A levels is like having constipation for very long and then finally letting it all out. shiok ah. ahhahaha

what the hell of a night i just had. we surprised crystabel at her bf's house to celebrate her birthday. apparently her whole vj class was supposed to turn up but only like three came? and left very early somemore. so it was just me, ron, vic and weiwei versus all of edwin's friends, who kept making the girls drink.

VOLKA is the grossest drink ever, those who havent tried pls dont attempt. i drank like what, at least 6 shots, plus donno how many CUPS of champagne mixed with volka.. surprisingly im sober enough to type this post though my throat is burning and my face is still red and my head is still spinning.

anyway, his friends all smoke and whenever they walk into the room, theres a horrid smell. we played circle of death, the finger game, truth or dare, and just kept drinking and drinking.

well, cant say i didnt have fun, cos it was the first time i drank and well, the blue shirt guy was quite cute.=p but i dont think i'll be drinking in the near future.

oh ya, HAPPY BIRTHDAY BELLY! stay happy. i love u forever!=)

2009-08-01T07:36:00.000-07:00

mummy come back from HK quick! i need motivation to study =D

cant believe i met mr psr and and his friend, also from the same school, at tampines library today. such coincidence?!

2009-08-01T07:25:00.000-07:00

theory states that every human being in the world is seperated with another by only 6 people. how damn cool. go join the "6 degree of seperation" group in facebook to test this out!=D

2009-06-25T09:59:00.000-07:00

HI PEOPLE READING THIS PLEASE HELP ME OUT HERE. about 4 months ago i was staying in a hostel with no wireless connection so i subscibed to a device from singtel that works with the same concept as a handphone. basically you plug in the thing(that looks exactly like a thumbdrive) into your laptop and get internet connection wherever you are. literally anywhere(whether in singapore or overseas). thing is, now that i've moved back home and i have broadband at home i really dont have any use for the thing anymore( but im still paying for it every month. it cost 27dollars per month. thats only about a dollar a day! i have about 7 months left before my subscription ends. please please anyone looking for something like that or knows of someone looking please help me out here and contact me at yuenying_12188@hotmail.com or 82239918. thanks!!!

2009-05-31T07:21:00.000-07:00

have not updated in a while. been catching up on sleep=D

there were several memorable events this month that i knew i had to get it up here so i wont forget about it.

1) Girls and guys basketball nationals( HC VS RJ and HC VS IJC respectively).
my first time watching a basketball match live. pretty damn cool! not to mention eye-candish! esp the ang-moh player from ij.. though he was a bit clumsy with the ball=p

koped pics from hcunite

guy's match

we wanted to witness dao yuan's( black jacket guy) coolness on the court but he didnt play=(

ah bao so cool!!=DD
no. 14 is the ang moh guy from ij!

ah bao= MVP!

girl's match

michael wong hahahha!

can you see me? hahah last row!!

2) BIKE HIKE! biggest over-night cycling event in Singapore. 100 km in about 8hrs around the nation. i completed it. =DDD though we had to take the shorter route due to time constraints, we're all so proud of ourselves for completing such a challenging event. it was my first time cycling at night, from 10pm to 7 plus the next morning. with 300 odd people, along dangerous roads with cars like only 1ocm away from you. the view along the way( singapore flyer etc) was cool and the initial D route at NUS was to-die-for. the upslope was totally worth it!!=DD
though my ass\, back( we had to carry our backpacks the whole night) and my arms are aching like shit, and my hands full of blisters, i believe its one of the most memorable events of my life. especially since it was together with so many friends!( aud, marianne, wilson,xq,erwin, kk etc etc)and made friends(lynette, vice instructor etc).will upload some pics soon!!=DD

2009-04-27T01:23:00.000-07:00

Huang Cheng Ye Yun 2009 is over.
To all of us who have put in all our hearts and souls these 3 months for tonight's great performance, i want to say Congrats and a big Thank you . Thank you for showing me what 100 plus people working hard together for a common goal feels like. Thank you for showing me what passion can achieve. Thank you for believing enough in me to let me lead the most adorable bunch of people in makeup. Thank you for that wonderful xie mu last night. the one that made chen si and i cry like no body's business. Thank you for these 2 yrs of wonderful experience. Thank you for the amazing friends i've made, whether or not i've worked with them directly.Thank you to the amazing bunch of actors,directors and SM of {影). Thank you VT.I LOVE HUANG CHENG and will never forget this wonderful experience. to all friends made on this journey, do not lose contact!!=DD

to Phong: even though you dont understand chinese, you joined us on this journey. Thank you for your patence and tolerance in sitting through all those runs, briefings, scolding, and 谢幕 even though you dont know most of what we are saying. you're such a cute girl, i will never forget you, and how you brought so much joy and experience to the makeup team.

to Jia ler-er: i remembered how when i first met you i was gossiping to someone about some one else. then you said i dont like to gossip. and i was like ookkayyyyy......but you still brought us a lot of laughter cos everytime we gossip and you bend forward to join our conversations we would purposely stop talking and say "jia ler dont come here. we gossiping" hahahaha. i'll miss all your wackeness and retardedness. especially when the makeup team tied two ponytails on sat!=D i love you!!

2009-04-21T09:01:00.000-07:00

i dont understand why "its normal" for guys to solve problems by fighting it out. how is shouting " FUCK YOU", standing and staring at each other, grabbing each other's collar, and then fighting and struggling until even when a not-so-young teacher stood in the midst of the fight the fire in their eyes did not reduce, ( by two nice guys ) "normal". i hate myself because my stupid butt was just stuck to the ground and i didnt try to stop the "fight" happening before my very eyes. i hate myself more because even half-way through their "discussion" i saw something like that coming.as he clenched and unclenched his fist.YET i couldnt do anything. or could i? good god, let me forget this fight soon. let me forget that a very nice guy was involved in it. let every word exchanged not be imprinted into my mind like a broken recorder playing the same "track" over and over again like it is doing now. take away every one's harmful stress so this year's hard work would not go to waste. help everyone to control their emotions such that even at the point of outburst, violence is not an option.

2009-04-21T08:45:00.000-07:00

BEN AND JERRY'S FREE CONE DAY!

hitched a ride from joelyn's dad to novena square. she was going to meet her sec sch fren and i was meeting rondie!=D

we only managed to get two cones cos i had to go back to sch for full run but oh wells, im glad i got my cone=) also i saw alot of familiar faces! the HC cross country team(audrey), then ally and her SA council mates, miss elaine(make up teacher), charmaine, chia pei etc etc. =DD

thats why we all love free cone day. not only do you get to eat free yumyum ice cream thats cost ard 5 bucks usually, you get to meet up with lots of old friends=)

cant wait for next yr's free cone day!!=D heehee

my J1s wanted to act damn pissed cos i didnt bring ice cream back for them and they discussed how to "act pissed" outside the cca room for damn long( i already guessed they were plotting something). phong came in first with a really constipated expression, then wan chu was trying so hard to keep a "angry" face but suppressing the little giggles that were uncontollably let out such that her face was damn red. i just kept laughing. they all gave up after only like what, 2 mins? and started laughing like mad. god, they are funny.=D

2009-04-18T07:28:00.000-07:00

got three ECs in my school now. YAY got motivation to wake up in the morning=DD

was supposed to have STJ today, but cos the whole day we had Huang Cheng full run, was damn tired when it ended so didnt go. hope they(6n and 7n) had fun!=D

Huang cheng run was damn fun today, mostly cos of the J1s in my ju.=D have i mentioned how much i love them? Jia le, jia ler, wan chu, luo hui, cynthia and phong. its like we have this special chemistry and we all just CLICK. thank god for them. just when i thought after OCIP SH it was impossible to find another grp that clicked so well, i did.=D jia you for Huang Cheng 2009! only 5 more days! you guys are the best! and to all my friends who bought tickets, thank you very much. we'll do our best!=D

YY, he's a J1 please.

2009-04-10T09:09:00.000-07:00

A for PW!=D
many thanks to miss koh, gwen and boyi.and boohoo to __ who didnt want to see me get an A. HAH.TOO BAD.
Congrats to MJ for attaining 95.6% As!=)
i was very happy for them( esp KC peeps there)! hard work does pay off=)

Good Friday today=) Sang worship songs and really felt the peace and joy of living my life through God. reflected on how much thanksgiving i have to make. thank God for my amazing friends(old and new), for my wonderful family, for blessing me and my loved ones with a healthy body and mind, for my house, my bed, my FOOD, for meeting great teachers like mr James etc etc etc. most importantly, thank god for dying on the cross for our sins.

2009-04-01T07:11:00.000-07:00

these few days have been really fun!

on mon, vera and i were excused officially at 11am to go down to VJ to sell Huang Cheng(chinese drama) tickets.

Initially i was already pretty darn excited cos i was going to meet all my KC dearies, BUT then aud warned us that most VJ ppl dislike HC ppl in general, so the 2 of us were ready to get pots and pans for defence.

we even said our prayers before entering the sch ><

turned out that it was not as bad as we imagined it to be.
other than the weird stares as we walked in and when we were mending the booth. met bell when i walked into the canteen and screamed SO loud. then weiwei,gen,vic etc and all got same reaction. god i really missed them so much! how lucky to have so many close KC friends in one sch together!

two guys in particular left a very good impression. ben tan and his friend. at first we approached them like how we approached everyone else and introduced huang cheng to them. they were clearly not the chinese ppl. after much persuation they left their contacts with us and like everyone else, promised to come back. after very very long, we were sure no one except Kc peeps were going to buy our tics BUT BUT ben tan and friend came back to buy from us. we were SO touched!!=D=D

then then we met smokey eye guy who look like he walked out of twilight. ahhahha abit exaggerating but vera agreed that he's HOT.i shall not put his name here but gen knows him and he was in sam's class. obvious enough right? if he come to HC, M______ can kao pian zan already..hahaha

today we went to tpjc. i know a couple of KC girls went to TPJ but i didnt expect to meet SO many. and some VS ppl whom i went to China trip 3 yrs ago with. cant believe how fast time flies! vera and i approached these 3 guys sitting near our booth. while we were talking half-way i looked carefully at one of the gys and realized that he looks rlly familiar and asked a stupid qs :" Are you from VS?" he was like " yes YUENYING! no wonder u looked so familiar!!!" ahaha so paiseh. he even rmbered my name. it was great talking to him. like old friends. gossiping non-stop. china trip peeps shd rlly meet up one day!!=DD

actually this whole going round diff jCs to sell tics is rlly cool. get to explore the insides of diff schs and meet up with lots of old friends!=)

2009-03-24T09:04:00.001-07:00

Deborah Cox (Soundtrack from
Akeelah and the Bee) -
"Definition of True Love"

Write it down a thousand times
four-letter word that makes me cry ,
how I feel about it I can't decide
No I don't know, so I'll improvise,
Is it living in our heart?Or in
our mind, I don't know.
So world ready or not,
here I go, searching for the answer,
And I'm not gonna stop,
till I find where it lingers
inside me, How does it come
to be?
What should it mean to me?
Teach me the definition of true love.

I was so afraid I'd never succeed
But you made me feel I could do anything
Memorize the things we would say and do
Must be the love and strength
that I found in you
Is it living in our heart?
Or in our mind,
I don't know
So world ready , or not
Ooh ,Here I go
searching for the answer
and I'm not gonna stop
Till I find
Where it lives inside me

How does it come to be?
what should it mean to me?
Teach me the definition of true love
Love only feels so good
True love always believes
And it gives way the boundaries,
Willing to sacrifice
unconditionally
So world ready , or not
Ooh ,Here I go
searching for the answer
and I'm not gonna stop
Till I find
Where it lives inside me

How does it come to be?
what should it mean to me?
Teach me the definition of true love

2009-02-25T06:55:00.000-08:00

today i saw the most beautiful rainbow ever.
the 7 colours were so distinct i could point and name.=)
at first i was alone when i saw it.
then i couldnt control my excitement i started shrieking(softly).
hahah then i ran to call everyone i know in the hostel out of their rooms to see it=)
then everyone took pictures like mad and i just kept admiring it.
then i ask them to send to me the pics.
hahaha DAMN SMART right. THANKS i know=DD

2009-02-20T07:02:00.000-08:00

Lee Yuen Ying

Lee Yuen Ying is a name that reflects analytical powers and a quest for knowledge and information, a search for truth and wisdom. The name Lee Yuen Ying makes one feel like one is in the company of greatness and unconventional intelligence. Inventive. Emotion takes a back seat to mental prowess.

The name Lee Yuen Ying inspires study and research, open-mindedness, daring new concepts, and a devotion to discovering the unknown.

But the name Lee Yuen Ying also gives a sense of philosophy and religious search. Here too, the path to seeking the meaning of the Divine is unconventional.

Lee Yuen Ying's most positive characteristics: Intelligence, depth, spirituality. Always in search of knowledge.

Lee Yuen Ying's most negative characteristics: Arrogant, self-centered, eccentric, introvert(BULLSHIT).

hahaha i did for my mum and dad's names. almost the same thing. hahah major scam..!

2009-02-10T05:02:00.001-08:00

this is the first time im blogging from my hostel room.=DD

school's been really good so far, as quoted from my dear J3 senior Joshua, the "starting slack period of j2". i know its going to end soon though. hahha you can just feel it in your bones.

love the j1s this year,i donno why.okay maybe i know why( HOT HOT HOT).=D
at first when they came in i wanted to act dao and make them feel scared. hahha but then after they came in i made so many random friends just through cca orientation, and by talking to them, especially those from the minority schools(ij tp only 2 girls came this yr) ! they are super outgoing and fun! and super smart.. i only interacted with my junior class for 15 mins and i like them alot already. hahah, and its not only because of ______..=DDD

crashed huang cheng ticketing interview ytd. some of them were pretty impressive.=D
camwhored with vera and xiao xi using my laptop youcam programme!! had SO much fun=DDD and we laughed so hard!=DD thanks guys! u guys really cheer me up everyday after sch!=D

2009-01-31T22:19:00.000-08:00

prep at the PA!

the lovely kids from east spring pri!=) look at buhari's expression! hahah hilarous! amd whoa, lady in pink!

buhari!!!=D god he is funny!

super adorable kids from the Korean Association

can u believe this clown is over 70!!=DD

joelyn would want her hat hahah!

=D

PA!

SCAREE..

WAITING FOR CHINGAY TO START=D

hot korean guy put his arm ard my shoulder whoohoo!=D HEEHEE

Chingay 2009 rocks!

the first time i am involved in Chingay and im part of a contingent. hahah cool or what? thanks to mr edwin=D and bell and ongie.

so anyway we were the horse-men, so we had to pull/push the horses with kids from east spring pri sch sitiing on the horses. they are super cute! audrey, kareena, buhari etc=D i will miss them alot. but they got our hp numbers and kept msging us since ytd night so i think we wont lose contact hahahah. on the two sides of the horses were lots and lots of dancers with wearable art on them. we were all crazily high, especially on the second night cos we were on TeeVee and the whole stratch of roads and stadium were packed with people!

ytd i pulled the horse behind keith's horse. he was damn high and kept stopping the horse to video the people and kept dancing with the dancers. then i got influenced and we just got crazy !! =DDDDD one time me and bell were dancing and screaming and shouting "huat ah!" like mad and i let go of my horse unintentionally . it swung like 50 degree to the right and ron was screaming " yuen ying yuen ying!!" and i thought she was damn high also so i ran to the back of the horse to dance with her. but actually she was screaming for me to hold on to the horse. HAHHAHAH by the time i turned the horse was 1cm from whacking all the dancers. hahahhahha PHEW man. see lah keith! all his fault, laugh at my laugh then make me so high!!

and im positively sure i'll be on TeeVee cos i jumped and waved madly at every camera comiong our way=D woohoo! unless they cut those parts away. omg they better not! haha its one of the most exciting and amzing nights of my life, and i will never ever forget! and we had a deal that the same gang of ppl( chung cheng and KC) must do chingay together nxt yr again!=DDD

will upload some photos and videos first.
the rest must wait until bell send me=D

* please dont stop the music is stuck in my head cos they played it during chingay ytd!*
=D

2009-01-27T06:42:00.000-08:00

today jy, me and sis went to kbox for a damn shuang singing session! =D jy improved tremendously, then we kept clapping for him and i think his ego swelled cos he was singing louder and more exagerrated with each song. haha. then he keep choosing the zhang hui mei songs for me cos he knows i always choose the easy songs like liang jing ru etc. rawr. hahah i sing until so xing ku today..><

mum and dad came and joined us and sang zhu fu. hahah mum couldnt catch up with dad, it was so hilarous, and cute to watch the both of them fighting over tempo..=D

2009-01-27T05:57:00.000-08:00

im moving into the hostel tomorrow. pretty damn nervous about it. i dont know how im going sleep without anyone familiar around. but im also excited cos its a huge step towards independence. =D

i'll blog from there tomorrow.

remember to bring!

*contacts solution
*blanket,pillow,teddy
*bible

2009-01-24T22:22:00.000-08:00

Happy CNY 2009 everyone!=D love this year's CNY, cos its such a long break! esp since HC is giving us wed off too!=D went shopping with mum and dad ytd, had alot of fun. mum and i ask him countless times whether he was sure he wanted to go shopping with us, and he said yes! he ended up being stuck in huge bunches of ladies whatever store we shopped at. hahah=p like the past 10 years, my family is not visiting this year, but sis and i get hongbaos air-mailed to us, from HK and China. haha cos our relatives are kinda all over.=DDD anyway, i wont say i miss the feeling of visiting and receiving hongbaos on the spot, or playing mahjong all night through with relatives cos i forgot the feeling, but i really do wanna try it out again this year. so im pretty damn excited about visiting mr Quek's house on wed!=D just 1 more year and i will be able to spend CNY with the rest of my family.i really really want to get into HKU. i miss granddad and all. i think if i dont get into HKU im just going to work in HK. i cant bear studying another few years away from them. 26th jan today we went to watch bride wars at ehub!=D it was a very sweet and sad movie, but it had a happy ending, so that was good. mum and dad cried cos they were thinking about how it would be when sis and i got married. hahah=D ate at BBQ chicken=D sis hates this place but the rest of us love it! after that jy,jd, me and sis went to the archade to play bball and finger machine. i played the finger machine alone for once, and it was not bad, cos i cleared all three tries. haha we saw this damn pro guy playing bball. his hands are freaking crazy. anyway, i wish that every one can get more $$ this year and that everyone will be happy. jia you! cheers!

2009-01-19T06:03:00.000-08:00

did a personality test from joey's blog and....

Your Type is
ESFP (The Performer ahha)
Extraverted Sensing Feeling Perceiving (%)
44 12 88 44

Artisan™ Portrait of the Performer (ESFP)

Performers have the special ability, even among the Artisans, to delight those around them with their warmth, their good humor, and with their often extraordinary skills in music, comedy, and drama. Whether on the job, with friends, or with their families, Performers are exciting and full of fun, and their great social interest lies in stimulating those around them to take a break from work and worry, to lighten up and enjoy life.

Performers are plentiful, something over ten percent of the population, and this is fortunate, because they bring pleasure to so many of us. Performers are the people for whom it can truly be said "all the world's a stage." Born entertainers, they love the excitement of playing to an audience, and will quickly become the center of attention wherever they are. Performers aren't comfortable being alone, and seek the company of others whenever possible-which they usually find, for they make wonderful playmates. Performers are smooth, talkative, and witty; they always seem to know the latest jokes and stories, and are quick with wisecracks and wordplay-nothing is so serious or sacred that it can't be made fun of. Performers also like to live in the fast lane, and seem up on the latest fashions of dress, food, drink, and music. Lively and uninhibited, Performers are the life of the party, always trying to create in those around them a mood of eat, drink, and be merry.

The Performers' talent for enjoying life is healthy for the most part, though it also makes them more subject to temptations than the other types. Pleasure seems to be an end in itself for them, and variety is the spice of life. And so Performers are open to trying almost anything that promises them a good time, not always giving enough thought to the consequences.

Like the other Artisans, Performers are incurably optimistic - "Always look on the bright side," is their motto - and they will avoid worries and troubles by ignoring them as long as possible. They are also the most generous of all the types, and second only to the Composer Artisans [ISFPs] in kindness. Performers haven't a mean or stingy bone in their body-what's theirs is yours-and they seem to have little idea of saving or conserving. They give what they have to one and all without expectation of reward, just as they love freely, and without expecting anything in return. In so many ways, Performers view life as an eternal cornucopia from which flows an endless supply of pleasures.

Elizabeth Taylor, John Goodman, Marylin Monroe, Judy Garland, Magic Johnson, Pablo Picasso, Bill Clinton, Ronald Reagan, Elvis, and Leonard Bernstein are examples of Performer Artisans.

You are:
moderately expressed extravert

slightly expressed sensing personality

very expressed feeling personality

moderately expressed perceiving personality
(wahlau why so chim one..??)
Career options for ESFP

The Performer, is good in sales, sports, or entertainment. They usually spend a little more time with the customer than the Performer and enjoy the conversation so much that they sometimes have to be reminded to close the sale. They may find careers in the entertainment industry as a performer, promoter, or musician. In business they can be a PR specialist, a fund-raiser, or a labor relations mediator. Says Brigitta, an emergency room nurse, some people might find my job too stressful, but I like having to act fast. Im good at calming people down while Im dealing with their medical problems. Every day is different

Romance for ESFP

Girls just wanna have fun?is a great motto for Artisan women. They treat romance as they do the rest of their lives ?an exciting titillating game.(haha omg no..!) Flirting(nonononono) is a high art form for them as they encourage and discourage the opposite sex. When being wooed, they enjoy novelty, grand gestures, and spontaneity. They dislike the boring and predictable and fear getting in a rut. Artisan women tend to be sensual and enjoy giving( yes hahah=D) and receiving physical affection

2009-01-19T02:05:00.000-08:00

school has been pretty tiring, though its only the start of the second week, and CCA has not rlly started. don't want to imagine what the rest of the year is going to be like. im still not really away from the holiday mood yet, i really had too much fun this holiday, and the contrast is huge! anyway, i think a few more weeks and i wont have such feelings anymore. but something rlly pissed me off today. mr loo said there will be a chem class test on the first day immediately after cny.that means we have to mug during cny. *&%^$#%%^^@#$%!!!!!!!! i mean seriously, i know we are on a tight schedule and all but postponing it a few more days wont kill right! why why why.

on a brighter note, J1s from the ip&dsa track came in today and im very very happy to say that the quality of guys is much better than the j2s=D though we can only look. hahah i got a cat-high eye candy already=D he's freaking shuai, in the beng way. hahaha=D yay. AND AND aud and i noticed that there are actually different races in this new batch of students! not ALL chinese anymore! yipee!=D

they look exactly like how we did on the first day of school last year. inside they feel lost but they dont show it by talking and laughing with their comfortable zone of friends. and they are all wondering when what their classes will be like etc. hahah its amazing how fast time flies.

i will never forget how i was the only one from KC the first day i went to Hwa Chong. i remember all around me was noise and laughter from the hwa chong boys and nanyang girls and cedar and st nics and scgs ppl who all had their friends around. i was alone. in the middle of this huge bunch of ppl in cliques. i swear i almost fainted. i never felt so alone before in my life. thats when god showed me this girl, also alone, from nan hua. i walked very fast towards her and asked" are u alone?" she nodded excitely." =D can you be my friend?" and we started yay-ing together. hahaha thats how corrina became my first friend and i will love her forever, cos she was a god-send.=D then we started walking around and recruiting lonely ppl haha. xin yi from TKGS and another ij girl=D so in like 5 mins i formed a min-clique hahah not bad huh. anyway, the pt of this story is that i swear i will try my best to make friends with every lonely J1 i see this yr, probably none from the ip/dsa track though cos they all have their friends already, so that none of them would have to feel the loneliness i felt on my first day in hwa chong=D

new faces, so exciting!=D

EYECANDISH!=DDD

2009-01-14T04:06:00.000-08:00

Daddy finally came back from HK yesterday! i didnt manage to celebrate my birthday, christmas or countdown with him=( but im just so glad he is back. we need a man in the house. haha the toilet lightbulb was unchanged for a long long while. and sometimes we couldnt even see our teeth when we were brushing it at night. and when there was a cockroach/huge insect on the table/floor we will just scream and heads off and stand on the sofa-me, mum and sis until the creature left. dad can kill it in 2 secs. haha i love him!

anyway, my dad's taste has definitely improved drastically in HK. haha he would never have got bags/pouches as presents for us before ! but he did this time round. he bought me this brown bag which i love so much! and and a darn cool white notebook pc!im blogging from it for the first time!! =D =D. and lots of cool shirts! haha

2009-01-10T03:06:00.000-08:00

just came back from jelly's 18th party and KC-ian sleepover on the 8th and 9th, had a blasting good time!=D

jelly invited her TJC guitar mates, and her TJC classmates. there were couple of cute guys that ron, chiaps and i kept gossiping about hahah=p

her class is really united and fun, and they really click man! me and ron both say we want to change class le. hahah oops

at first the party was abit awkward cos the TJ guitar peeps dont know jelly's classmates and our KC grp dont know both groups and then there was jelly's church mates and her dad's friends and sons( *coughs* confused *coughs*) haha=D. but then with the ever-sociable yy, hahahhahah=p, we all played cards, which is a very good way of bonding, and then not long after we were small-chatting and laughing like mad.( ok fine only i was laughing like mad=p the rest were laughing normally haha) im surprised the glass table didnt break when me, ron, jo, chiaps and angie played heart attack with the TJ guys. hahah we were very violent!

teddy bear cake jelly's mum baked. with cheese hair! haha=D
the cake was a teddy bear with hair(cheese)! super cute but quite salty haha=p jelly got so many presents, and she screamed when someone gave her a fake black hand. hahha so hilarous. typical jelly. its amazing cos jelly dint change at all, and the jelly we knew is the same as the one the TJ ppl knows so its pretty cool teasing her together though we are strangers.

coconut-sparkles!=D pretty!

i introduced the famous OCIP thumb game to the grp and we had alot of fun with that game,haha i had to keep chanting "positive attitude, positive attitude when it was getting less fun. haha then they will all laugh. we played "i have never..." and we began sabo-ing the birthday girl by saying stuffs we knew she has done, so she had to keep drinking the glass of water in front of her. hahah=p ard 9 plus some ppl left so we just sat in a circle and chatted. donno why i was the one talking non-stop and everyone kept laughing at laughing though i wasnt saying any jokes. hahah

it was quite late so angie asked us to sleepover. i always very impromtu one haha. me and ron called our moms to ask for permission and the first thing both of moms asked was " toothbrush leh?" haha wth lah. so in the end, chiaps, ron and me slept over. jo chatted with us on her bed till 1am.

times spent with KCians is always the best. cos being together for 10 yrs already builds this special bond nothing can break. we know everything about each other and we are completely ourselves. there is nothing to hide, and theres no point hiding anything. hahaha=D i love the girls to bits and pieces. we just rolled abt and chatted and had extremely violent pillow and leg fights( me and ron) and laughed like shit. oh oh and jelly kept snoring! haha me and ron kept laughing

sleepover-not. hahaha

chiaps!=D

birthday girl-first one to turn 18 among the KCians we know hahaha but the most childish one=D

the next morn it was incredibly hard to wake up. haha. when we did we went facebook-ng and friendster-ing for hot guys like zach ong(OMG).

after that we walked to buy chicken rice for lunch=) good
then ron and i watched damn alot of videos on fb like kangxi, super junior waking up and school attack and all. school attack was hilarous! and 1me and ron kept laughing at the girl student who blew a kiss at DBSK. haha we repeated her kiss more than 10 times=p

what a great way to end this amazing holiday=D
Happy 18th again jelly!=D=D
thanks jo for the pics!
i love you guys!

2009-01-10T02:23:00.000-08:00

KK tagged me to do notes on FB. i'll do it on my blog if you dont mind=p

Rules:
Once you’ve been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 17 random things, facts, habits or goals about you. At the end choose 17 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you. If I tagged you, its because I want to know more about you. =] Have fun!

1) when i adjust the volume of the TV/ mp3 it has to be multiples of 5, and 5 only.its weird and it makes my family mad. haha
2) i really like to make ppl laugh.its like my own happy medicine.
3) KCians are the best friends i have met in my life.
4) KC is the best place i have been to.
5) OCIP has taught me alot, but it has not taught me how to not hurt saying goodbye.
6) in the past i will go gaga over most kids i meet on the streets etc, but now when i see adorable kids, my heart aches badly cos they remind me of the kids in Shanghai. Kids i will never ever forget.
7) As i grow older, i like spending tiime alone more and more.( not that im incresing lonely)
8) I like someone now. and i have never liked anyone for this long before, though its not been very long. i can remember the person's face like the ABC song. whenever i close my eyes, its there.
9) Grey's anatomy and Prison Break are my all-time favourite TV series.
10)I get overly affected by shows i watch .after watching chong shang yun xiao a few years back, i really wanted to be a pilot.then after forensic heroes:a forensic scientist. now i watch Grey's, and i really want to be a surgeon.>< unbelievable
11) sometimes if i plan to do something, and someone asks me to do it before i do it, i will not do it anymore.
12) if i dont feel comfortable/ myself with a group of ppl, no matter where this group of ppl meet( rich palace/ europe/blah blah), i will not go because i know i will not have fun.
13) i love my sister million times more than the way it seems to her=(
14) i am a very simple person.my life is very simple. unless people walk into it and complicates it. sometimes i like it, sometimes i dont
15) i am a very happy person. i really hate being sad. even a bit of it sucks.
16) in 2008 i have learnt how tiring and painful it is to hate someone, especially someone who used to be your friend. its so hard and heart-breaking and it makes me want to scream, pull out my hair, curl under my blanket and never come out.
17) i love my grandpa the most in my world. i dont know what will happen the day he leaves me.and i never dare think about it.

theres alot alot more, but 17 is 17.
i lazy to tag, so just do if you guys want to.=)

2009-01-10T02:12:00.000-08:00

hi. guess what? =)
im moving into a hostel right after CNY.
Singapore International Hostel to be more specific . haha
its a few roads down from Hwa Chong.
will be walking to school and back every day.
what a HUGE difference.
i have never ever walked from my place to school in my entire life.
my room in the hostel is so tiny i cant even hula hoop in it.haha
but i have made one friend there so far. she's from msia, and is studying in Anderson JC. she's very nice and outspoken. Thank God.
There is no TV there.
Mum, dad, sis are not there.
but this is my decision.
i dont want to spend precious time nxt yr on the mrt/bus half the time.
so i pray that i will survive the year there.
and i hope i'll make new friends there=)
teddy will be my companion then.

YY jia you!
你长大了!
=D

2009-01-05T21:25:00.001-08:00

didnt have time to blog about some events last yr so im just going to randomly put up pics for memories purposes=)

1) gen's party. she combined it with her vj mate. irish is the vj mate's gf! haha small world. met a lot of cool vj guys there. realized what my eyes missed out on by choosing hc instead of vj. haha but no regrets=) got to meet out with fellow 4-sixers! and i attempted to teach them bridge! was a failed attempt. hahahah=D

5 JCs, one entity=)

2) teachers day 08 at kc! gosh seeing the teachers again made us realize how much we missed them, and how diff JCs teachers are! zf, mrs teo, mrs jalleh, mr k, wahida all left such a huge impact on our lives, one way or another. i will miss them forever. and meeting our classmates, all inn different uniforms, belonging to a different place from you now, that was quite overwhelming though we knew nothing can bring us apart..

08s6n <3!

me and roomie! <3!

3) ATHENA steamboat event in sch! quite fun! good job fac com!=)

2009-01-03T06:37:00.000-08:00

The good old times.

2009-01-02T01:40:00.000-08:00

lord, grant me the strength to accept the things i cannot change, the courage to change the things i can, and the wisdom to know the difference. amen

2009-01-01T21:40:00.000-08:00

pre-party shopping!=D

pool partyy!

kk and yy!=) good friends forever!

hand-sign for all PARTYcipants!=D=D

li-min withdrawal syndrome. cant be cured. could be deadly.

POKER!

failed attempt at jump-shot=p

guess its better to stick to the ground=D

participants ftw!

posing though i won nothing. hahahha

ou xiang looks pro

kk feeding us screwed balls. HAHHAHA

=)

nice

TY=D HAHAH

new year, new hopes, new people!=D
Happy 2009 everyone.
may u guys meet lots of ppl you like this year, and hopefully not those you dont.

i counted down 2008 to 2009 with OCIP SH friends. words cannot express how happy i am to have met these people. i mean, come on,other than the amazing trip, i celebrated my 17th with them, countdown to christmas and slept at marianne's house, and countdown to new year and slept at ehui's house with them. all the 3 most important events of a year with the same group of them. i love them to bits and pieces!

31st dec

today we were supposed to have our highly-anticipated k-box session. we were discusing abt it since the k session in shanghai.but then there were still a couple of ppl not in town, and many felt that its too ex so they passed. in the end, me, linus, sheena and ehui went. ( marianne m.i.a last min><) we had quite alot of fun though, the four of us. just that the three girls( okay fine, mostly me=p) kept choosing Female singers, then linus came in, saw the list of songs we chose and was like "okay, i go watch movie first then come back" HAHAHAHA.

the service at cine kbox is so freaking slow. we ordered our first round of drinks, then towards the end, after calling the hotline several times then they came.. that means we had to finish our second round of drinks within minutes. haha linus had 2 cups of milo=D

we knew that we were supposed to stop singing because the host of the new year party was with us, and obviously she had to be home before all the other PARTYcipants arrive, but then we were waiting for our drinks and because we would feel bad if we left without finishing all the songs on our list so the last few songs we sang abit, then cut,abit then cut. HAHA..

oh, linus competed with me wu ding( both girl and guy part) and he won cos my guy sounds like girl haha..kk joined us during the last ten mins and sang two songs. haha.. the total bill was suoer ex, 139 i think. we decided to make those who fly kite pay. HAHA

when we left kbox, hwa pheng reached ehui's house already. haha so funny! see, being punctual, or even worse, early, for ocip outings is BAD.=D we took a train to kovan mrt and we joined with sx, william, marianne, wilson, erwin, shan rui and yaze. then we walked to this nearby coffee shop and supermarket for party food!we bought chicken rice for everyone haha, and then shopped for some bbq food like sotong ball, sausages and mashmallows! haha sx very funny, go buy mashmallows coated with choc, cannot bbq..but it was yummy, we ate for supper later=D.

we reached ehui's house and then we set up all the tables and chairs at the bball court down stairs. after chicken rice, we all started playing. some played bball, some played the swing, some played cards.. i played with this little boy who came downstairs to watch us, they say i got withdrawal syndrome. haha. i played frisbee with him but most of the time i am running in random directions to retrieve the frisbee=) but the boy's smile is everything=)xyy and mr quek joined us here.

we bbqed and the balls( kk dont think wrong) and sausages all look gross and inedible. haha. hp say its cos i cooked them=( lol then wilson, me, ehui and sx started a new table for texas poker. the game is darn cool, but i never won money once>< sx keep winning cos he keep cheating! i mean, the game requires one to cheat sometimes but then not my fault i always so truth-ful looking, its super obvious when i cheat( aka no poker-face) =p

when it was close to 12pm everyone started sending new year msges, then i damn sad my sending failed all the way until 12.30 or something=( sorry all the peeps who dint receieve, i really wanted to send! the last person i talked to in 2008 was sheena, the last person i looked at was mr quek( yea, i dint look at her). the first person i talked to this yr was sheena i think and the first person i looked for was _____=D

sx and linus jumped into the pool after 12pm and then many folloed. actually everyone except me, hp and sheena. we nv bring undies lah, somemore we slping over. quite gross right? haha but we rlly wanted to! even mr quek got caried into the pool. it was hilarous.then the guard came and chase us so we had to pack up. haha=D

the rest of us went up to ehui's house. we went to the balcony and chatted. then some of them played texas and i joined in. i won once! new year luck. after a few hours, xyy, mr quek and sx went home. haha then me and zi jing got tired after some fb-ing so we went to the balcony with sleeping bags, teddy and aeroplane blanket and slept for the whole day until 9 plus. damn shuang. other than hearing linus's voice many times, mahjong sounds..=p

after we woke, me and zijing went to shoot some hoops downstairs, super fun, but very hot! haha, we came up then those non-mahjong ppl went to macs and coffee shop to buy breakfast for all.after that, we watched mean girls on tv for a while, quite funny. then erwin ask us to watch borat instead. we watched and omgosh i almost pee-ed in my pants. damn funny! but then half-way some ppl wanted to go off, so we all left. we walked and saw this factory outlet and deciede to go in and check it out. but wasnt alot of stuffs. hahah then we walked to kovan mrt and erwin, marianne left. the rest wanted to go ps to play archade so we went to dhoby ghaut mrt. sx joined us too..so sx, me, ehui, and zi jing went to ps archade. we played 3 rounds on the bball machine and we didnt go to level 3 at all. omg>< it always got worse. haha but still fun! then we joined ehui at the finger game. each person took 4 boxes. haha very fun! we attempted and cleared the super fast can-can song somemore haha. then we played the soccer game. sx and i one team, ehui and zi jing the other. i asked sx to take the goalkeeper stick but he say something like" my whole life i goalkeeper already, now i dont want" haha super funny. so we each took 2 sticks. and we were thrashing ehui's team cos of sx. and then he ask me to thrash them with the last ball, cos i haven kick the ball yet=p so i got ready and i accidentally kick the ball into their goal. omg>< haha i feel bad. then we went to play racing game. sx, zijing and i supposed to race but i put in my coin early and in the end i race with myself. haha they rank me D lah wth. not true at all.. then we went to play with ehui some music key thing. i watched a few ppl play the gun shooting game. damn enjoyable to watch them. their expression so intense, like as if rlly at war=p in the end, we decided to race one more time. i player1, ehui player 2, zj player 3 and sx player 4. after intense competition( only bet player 1 and 4 quite intense), i won 1st! haha sx2nd, zijing 3rd, ehui 4th. then sx very bu shuang cos i won like by 1 sec. before we finished both our cars flipped, but mine landed 1sec before his. haha see, girls can drive better also lor. haha=D

then we went to the kopitiam for desert. zijing ate corn ice and ehui ate waffle and sx and i shared an icekachang that was super COLD. i mean duh but yea, it was especially cold. we chatted abit abt some ppl then we went home=)

at home we watched xing guang 3.last nights performance was overcoming boundaries but it wasnt very good though li chu ning got 25 marks.

anyway, this was new year celeb 2008.

thank you all who has contibuted to making my 2008 one of the most exciting, memorable, interesting and happiest years of my life. i wish 2009 will be an equally memorable one for everyone. i wish for good health and happiness to everyone in the world. i wish for world peace and for medical breakthroughs and for more people to accept god's love.

heres to an exciting 2009 for everyone. cheers!=)

2009-01-01T04:50:00.000-08:00

the last pic we took and it was finally perfect! haha=)

bad camwhoring skills hahah

angie(<3) and me!

sorry this is few days late.

29th dec 2008, thurs

Today morn chen si and i went to do market research for Huang
Cheng 2009 make up. we went to this professional theatre make up shop in orchard plaza, and after the person there talked to us, we realized how noob we actually are with all the theatre make up stuffs. i really have to suggest to boss to let us take up the lessons that the company suggest we take up. then we walked to PS and started shopping at daiso. there are so many cool things there lah. then at first both of us damn noob we walked half the shop then we were like, ertm why everything got no price ah.. haha, then smarty me said maybe everything is the same price. so we walked out and then we saw the huge " ALL 2 DOLLARS' sign. haha oops. we bought rainbow-coloured markers, pens , notebook and heartshaped clips. haha=) pretty and cheap stuffs

in the evening i went to parkway to meet my KC higher chi dearies for dinner=) i was bit late and they were already waiting at ajisen. angie, her cousin, jia jia and wei wei were there=) the rest M.I.A. haha its okay though, this is our usual gang anyway, just missing in alot of ppl. haha=D we chatted and laughed alot and it almost seemed like good old KC days again.

seeing and spending time with them made me realize how much i missed them. the most amazing part of KCians' special bond is that no matter how long you don't see each other or even chat online, when u do meet or chat, u just start where u left off. theres no such thing as 'warming up' again or something. im sure KCians would know what i mean. it really presents the meaning of the term " one phonecall away". you know they are there no matter how long you guys dont contact each other, and you know they care even without them saying and you know you are loved just cos you have them in your life, and you know you belong to a family,other than the one you are born into, and you know you will never lose the special bond forged. and that no matter how many JCs we get spilt into, that will only provide more stories for us to share whenever we chat. not to bring us apart, cos nothing will=)

okay, that was a little off-tracked but i had to say it. =p after dinner, chatting and laughing we decided to do some shopping! we went to isetan , fox and then cam-whored! sadly, our cam-whoring skills abit bad ah, so just to capture me, wei and jia's faces into one pic, we took more than 10 tries at the exit of parkway parade. ahha, hope no one familiar was around=p after that we left with hugs, and promising that we must take care of ourselves and be happy. i love you guys. you guys are one of the best things that have happened to me. =)

2008-12-28T02:43:00.000-08:00

found this on FB, pretty cool.=p

35 Things A Girl Probably Doesn't Know

1. Guys are more emotional then you think, if they loved you at one point, it'll take them a lot longer then you think to let you go, and it hurts every second that they try.

2. Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.

3. Guys go crazy over a girl's smile.

4. Guys will do anything just to get you to notice him.

5. Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest. Unless they're goin for the let-her-complain-to-you-and-then-have-her-realize-how-wonderful-and-nice-you-are method.

6. A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to.

7. Boyfriends need to be reassured often that they're still loved.

8. Guys are more emotional than they'd like people to think.

9. Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what?!..uh...nevermind.." would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And he'll assume he did something wrong and he'll obsess about it trying to figure it out.

10. Girls are guys' weaknesses.

11. Guys are very open about themselves.

12. If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don't need to give advice.

13. A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.(yea right...)

14. Guys love you more than you love them if they are serious in your relationships.

15. Guys use words like hot or cute to describe girls. We rarely use beautiful.If a guy uses that, he likes you a whole hell of a lot.

16. No matter how much some guys talk about asses and boobs, personality is key.

17. Guys worry about the thin line between being compassionate and being whipped( haha the word whip reminds me of kk hahahahahhahaha).

18. Guys think WAY too much. One small thing a girl does, even if she doesn't notice it can make the guy think about it for hours, trying to figure out what it meant.

19. If the guy does something stupid in front of the girl, he will think about it for the next couple days or until the next time he spends time with the girl.

20. If a guy looks unusually calm and laid back, he's probably faking it and is spazzing inside.

21. When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl, he really is. Guys rarely say that.

22. When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he's just actually saying, "Please come and listen to me."( omgosh?)

23. If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him. It doesn't happen that often, so when it does, you know something's up.

24. When a guy tells you that you are beautiful, don't say you aren't. It makes them want to stop telling you because they don't want you to disagree with them.

25.When a guy looks at you for longer than a second, he's definitely thinking something.

26. A guy has more problems than you can see with your naked eyes.

27. Don't be a snob. Guys can be intimidated and give up easily.

28. Guys talk about girls more than girls talk about guys( yea i've got real life proof)

29. Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions and are MAD confusing but somehow are drawn even more to them.

30. A guy would give his right nut to be able to read a girl's mind for a day.

31. No guy can handle all his problems on his own. He's just too stubborn to admit it.

32. Not all guys are assholes. Just because ONE is a jackass doesnt mean he represents ALL of us.

33. Even if they refuse it all guys are ticklish on the ribs.

34. Guys love neck rubs and if he lets you keep doing it ..it means that he really likes you or his neck really hurts.( hahahahahah)

35. When a guy sacrifices his sleep and health just to be with you, he really likes you and wants to be with you as much as possible.

2008-12-27T22:02:00.000-08:00

I want to marry you because you are the first person that I wanna look at when I wake up in the morning and the only one I wanna kiss goodnight. Because the first time that I saw these hands, I couldn't imagine not being able to hold them. But mainly when you love someone as much as I love you, getting married is the only thing left to do. So, will you umm (:D) marry me?

- Definitely, Maybe

2008-12-27T21:52:00.000-08:00

i love you, in a really really big- pretend to like your taste in music, let you eat the last piece of cheesecake, hold a radio over my head outside your window, unfortunate-way-that-makes-me-hate-you love you.
so pick me, choose me,love me.

--grey's anatomy

i love grey's.

2008-12-27T20:37:00.000-08:00

fri, 26th dec

THE FINGER GAME. when the screen light up we must touch it. its a new game in the archade=) can go watch the hilarous video on
http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=875740159&ref=profile#/video/video.php?v=56850616437&oid=45168245063

my fav number!=)

today in the evening ehui, kk, xyy and i went to cathay to watch bedtime stories, which was awesome!!! the little boy in the story is SO adorable! then we went to yoshinoya in PS for dinner, and they played T.O.T on me again. this time even worse. i say i will only play fair, that means everyone must have 1 turn. so xyy was like okay. then he ask kk" are you a guy" and ehui "r u a girl' kind of qs, so very fast it was my turn again. their qs damn yi dao jian xue kind. R u willing to wait 2 yrs for him? do u want to have kids with him? haha so tough questions..i dint know guys ask qs so li hai one. haha

after that we went to the archade to play our fav bball machine. there was this damn pro guy playing. he one hand one ball and went close to a 1000 pts lah! then we went to play this finger touching 4 by 4 screen game. supposed to be a 1 player gane, but then we allocate 1 person 4 boxes to touch. haha but he still failed the first time. so noob.. hahah but it was really fun.

on a random note: i must really thank god once again for this wonderful trip and for getting to know this wonderful grp of ppl=)

2008-12-25T19:24:00.000-08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS!=)

the past few days haa been really fun. late night movies, sharing sessions with my family and all.

wed, 24th dec
OCIP mates were going to have a whole day party and countdown to christmas, and we were going to meet at cityhall at 2pm.so i was very excited, expecting to meet the wonderful 20+ or least 10+ of them. BUT only yaze and ehui were there.( i spotted yaze amongst the huge crowd within seconds haha) then we waited cos we thought hp was coming but mr dao didnt return our calls or smses. haha. meanwhile, kk went home to take his presents cos he left them at home..

me, ehui and yaze decided we could have fun ourselves so we went walking around, pretending it was TBC. but yaze was like "cannot lah, got no mood, no one pulls us into the shops." hahaha.we went to burger king for ehui's lunch. when we went in i was like "hey, this reminds me of the macs at yu yuan" and they gave me looks like "don't even start." haha they're hilarous=) kk joined us at bk and showed me my huge present. he asked if i want it now or later, and i said LATER. hahaha =p

we decided to go catch a movie, so we walked to the cathay it was kinda raining on the way, and ehui made kk and yaze share the SCGS umbrella=D we walk thru SMU campus, it was quite a cool place,esp the artsy-fartsy clock painting on the wall whose min hand moves by itself! they had like watsons, OCBC, subway, mr bean etc etc and the students there are cool.=)anyway, we reached cathay and the movie tics queue downstairs was long, so ehui and i went upstairs to check out the queue-which turned out to be no queue at all. bedtime stories was sold out-obviously, so we bought tics for TWILIGHT. e hui watched it before when she was in msia, but they cut out the kissing scenes so we wanted to watch again=p

After we paid $8.50 for each tics, kk found us and told us he had the cathay card, which means we could have bought it for 6 bucks each. hahah smart.=p we had some time so we found comfy seats and chatted. i decided to open kk's present. but before that he wanted to play a game with candy canes. he gave me 5 chances to guess what the present was by touching the wrapper and with each chance used wrongly he would remove the candy canes on the table. haha we had a lot of fun guessing what the soft toy was but the canes were dissapearing off the table. haha=p ehui and yaze were just molesting the toy so i opened the wrapper and pulled out the efro-matthew-looking toy=D. me, ehui and yaze looked at it for quite long.then i was like" im so sorry, i dont know what this character is" haha, feel so bad to kk. its some jap anime character, i dont watch anime..=p but the hair's really nice to touch and it has a really funny expression, so i'll hug it to sleep though i dont know it well. HAHA=)

later kk, ehui and i shared a box of popcorn and watched TWILIGHT. it was a good show. and edward is hot lah.=D here are some quotes from the show. if u have not watched it, dont read this para.

HOT! HOT!=D

SWEET!

Isabella Swan: Are you going to tell me how you stopped the van?
Edward Cullen: Yeah. Um... I had an adrenaline rush. It's very common. You can Google it.

Edward Cullen: And so the lion fell in love with the lamb.
Isabella Swan: What a stupid lamb.
Edward Cullen: What a sick, masochistic lion.

Edward Cullen: Say it. Out loud.
Isabella Swan: Vampire.

Edward Cullen: I don't have the strength to stay away from you anymore.
Isabella Swan: Then don't.

Edward Cullen: Hold on tight, spidermonkey.

Isabella Swan: This isn't real. This kind of stuff just doesn't exist.
Edward Cullen: It does in my world.

Edward Cullen: See? You're dancing.

=)

after the movie, yaze had to go home and ehui had to go off to matt's house for fac com christams party fr 6 to 9. so kk and i were alone, and walked to P.S while waiting for xyy.we decided to go play in the archade. we played the bball machine and couldnt go past level 1 omg >.< so embarressing. when xyy game me and kk were trying the candy/soft toy machine. it looked quite easy cos everyone ard like got the soft toy fr the game. so kk and i threw in quite alot of coins but then we were far from the jackpot.=p after xyy came we went to play the bball machine again. kk and i tried several times again, and this time we manage to get to level 2 on some tries. haha=D then xyy say his av. score is only 188 then he tried and got to like level 4! then he kept laughing at kk and i. haha yea, we know u were kidding.

we went to carls jr for dinner, i shared chilli cheese fries with xyy! very nice! then he decided to make lemonade with his bare hands for us to try. kk was bit grossed out, i thought it was quite good. ohoh and zhenyang passed by.=)then we walked around outside ps where there were many christmas decorations and figures. in the picture below, there is a really funny story. me, kk and xyy wanted to take a pic, so we just randomly went to the lamb corner and asked this lady to take a pic for us. but we stood infron of all the lambs at first so she gave us a OKAAAYYY... look and asked 'so am i supposed to take the lambs too?' HAHA omgosh i just burst out laughing. so hilarous!

kk, me, xyy and the lambs=)

then we went to the mrt station to t6ake a train to potong pasir. that was when i found out that i lost my ez link card. my 4th one at that.heh=p

we reached potong pasir and met zi jing there. she had this really cool red bag that costs like 200 bucks! anyway, we called marianne and found out she wasnt home yet, so the 4 of us decided to take a bus down to hougang cos apparently there was a archade there for me to satisfy my bball machine satisfaction. and smartly, we dint take into account that it was already 11 at night when we were at potong pasir hahaa..i havent been to hougang before in my life, so we camwhored at the hougang sign at the mrt station=) but i've decided that that place is even more ulu than pasir ris please! we walked ard looking for the archade but the mall was closed, so we took a bus back to potong pasir.

it was already quite close to 12 pm so we were really worried that we were going to countdown, the four of us, on the bus, instead of together with the OCIP grp..we took a double deck and went to sit at the top, where there was only 1 stranger there. then xyy decided to play T.O.T. and he sprang up a qs on me about ______, and i was so taken back i was like "omgoh, how do you know? omgosh omgosh." so then zijing knew also. kk already knew, so its nothing to him. then wahlau, T.O.T became an individual sharing session can, cos i was like the only one sharing=/ agghh.. now the stranger in the bus knows my secret also>.< not that he cares but i dont wan to broadcast mah..

we reached potong pasir and we see marianne,e hui, yuwei, wilson, and sx on the bike across the road.then this zijing ah, she ran across the road like no body's business, and a car flew past us like just 1 freaking sec after she passed. scared me like shit please!

then the whole grp of us( marianne, me, ehui, zijing, kk, xyy, yuwei, wilson,sx) walked to marianne's house. then me and ehui were gossiping so we walked slower, then they kept hurrying us cos it was really close to 12pm and all around ws very dark and ulu, not gd place for countdown. in the lift to her house it was 1 min to 12pm. and eventually we finished the 4,3,2,1 part just few steps into her house, and said' merry christams ' to her mum. haha.

thurs, 25 dec
we sat ard the telly and watched soccer( thai vs vietnam), i was just watching no. 18 haha.marianne bought us a chicken and sx was busy cutting the chicken for all of us for quite long. haha there were no party activities planned so we were just playing with marianne=p they played 'magic' tricks on her, and the tissue disappearing- and -reappearing act. haha that was pretty hilarous. ehui had to leave so i was just msging ppl merry christmas on a 1% batt.haha. later SX left also at 2 plus on his bike. it was so dark and frightening>.<

later we movedd into marianne's room. its a really pretty room, pinkish and abit of kiddyland? haha i like! esp the ceiling, which was pasted with glow in the dark stars and moons and planets. suoer cool. each of us occupied a spot in her room for the night. i took the one in front of her bed near the wall. then we decided to talk. so we gave each person three potential partners in our sch( the not so good ones) and we had to choose who to shoot, shag, marry from the three. haha quite funny.

then each person choose the three hottest guy/girl in the sch. this wasnt fun for me cos i only had 1 choice=p and i couldnt say that one, and i didnt know most of the ppl whose names popped up. so we decided to go on facebook and look at their pics!=D
after that a brillant guy suggested to watch saw 4=D=D ! it was good. but then yu wei say he keep falling asleep. marianne was sleeping when we decide to watch btw, or else she will not allow us to watch=p then she woke up suddenly and switch off the com. haha, that was after she screamed of course..then she say 'lets talk' hahah, so we talked random stuffs, it was already 4 plus 5 i think. we lasted till 6 plus then i climbed on marianne's bed cos i cldnt take it anymore. HAHA. we slept till like 9 plus. quite shuai. i was on and off her bed. haha. i rmb there was good westlife music, but i dont rmb when it came out. haha

when everyone woke up we were like zombies lah. hahaha no body talk while we washed up etc. not even merry christmas=p but after wards we did, when we left dreamland for good. we walked to macdonalds for christmas breakfast! they went to buy first, i sat there waiting. suddenly this beautiful smile whispered something to me. then i was like what? then that macdonalds staff whispered louder " merry christmas!' HAHA=D=D=D=D it brightened up everything around, and suddenly remembered me that this is why christmas is a season of joy. its gives you a 'normal' reason to smile at ppl, to talk to them and to share and give.

after breakfast we went home.=) after i reached home i just fell asleep immediately. i expected my family to at least wake me up right? NO. they totally didnt and left me sleeping from 1pm to 9pm omg!i woke up and just started crying=p i missed the whole afternoon of christmas!=(

sis, mum and i went to orchard, and had pastamania for dinner=) then we camwhored alot alot on the streets and all and admired the lights before we went home. kk msged me that orchard was really crowded but when i went there, i miss christmas in HK so much. the word crowded really is shown in HK. esp during christmas. everyone on the streets are like family, so happy and warm=) but oh wells, no singapore, no great friends=)

great christmas 2008=)
thank you guys!

2008-12-23T08:53:00.000-08:00

1.Who is the person who tagged you?
e-hui=)
2.The relationship between you and her/him?
OCIP mates, good confidate=)
3.Your 5 impressions of her/him?
cool, smart, sensitive, brave, mature? HAHA
4.If she/he becomes your enemy, you will?
SHE WONT. =)
5.What will you say to the person whom you like very much?
i like u very much. HAHA
6.The characteristic(s) you love about yourself is... ?
CHEERFUL=)
7.The characteristic(s) you hate about yourself is... ?
takes life too simply.
8.For the person whom you hate the most, you say...?
dont have yet
9.What do people feel about you?
dont know.
10.Who do you have a crush on?
=)
11.The most ideal person you want to be is... ?
the guy in bedtime stories. haha just someone really fun and happy
12.Pass on this quiz to 5 people:
- joey
- kk
- sheena
- erwin
- ron
13.If no.2 & no.3 were together, what will happen?
haha omgosh same as ehui's order for 2 and 3. teachnically imposible for now.
14.Who does no.5 like?
i dont know=( hahah
15.What colour does no.1 like?
white?=p
16.Say something about no.3.
the best roomie in the world. though she seems cool and introverted sometimes, she is really very fun to be with. i love her to bits=)
17.Who is no.2?
good friend i made through OCIP SH 2008. will always thank this trip for that=)
18.Talk about no.5.
one of my best friends in the whole wide world. my motivation thru sec4, and will always be. one phone call away no matter what
19.Who is no.1
another of my very good friends. she sings damn well, is smart, pretty and very nice=)
20.Who is the sexiest person amongst them?
all equally=)
21.What colour does no.4 like?
erm erm erm maroon? HAHAH
22.Is no.4 single?
no.
23.What is your relationship with no.1?
very good friends from KC
24. Are no.1 & no.3 best friends?
nope, they dont know each other=p
25.What is no.5's surname?
ONG!
26.What is no.1's nickname?
MOJO JOJO!
27.What things do you wish to say to no.3?
thanks for being a wonderful roomie and fren, and sorry for any insensitivity i might have caused on the trip=)
28.What will you do to help no.5?
everything i can.
29.Who does no.1 admire?
her eyecandy=)
30.Where does no.1 live?
oppo KC! the best place!
31.Does the 5 of them know who you like?
3 of them knows
32.What do you wish to say when you see no.2?
GGXXBBQ. haha

my gosh. this quiz is sooo long and tiring. hahah

2008-12-19T05:36:00.000-08:00

i like someone i cant.

2008-12-18T19:01:00.000-08:00

my 17th=)

yesterday was the most memorable birthday celebration i have had. it was my 17th=)

the day before yesterday i was all set on spending my birthday alone, cos all my KC friends were put of town, so was my dad and my fav cousin, and virtually everyone else fr HC or from church i asked out were unavailable.

I dint want to count down alone, so i went online. there was a mass ocip conver ard 11 plus so i grabbed on that opportunity to countdown..=p the guys time-checked and they were like, "2 mins more", "1 min more". and knowing its a countdown, i thought someone would start the 10, 9, 8, 7 thing.i was practically on the edge of my seat cos i was so excited. but apparently no body did. the first person to inform me that it just turned 12pm was ou xiang who said Happy birthday!

so the first word i said on my 17th was "Shit!" cos i was so anticipating the 5,4,3,2,1 thing but i missed that. HAHA oh wells. the rest of the conver was filled with happy birthdays and wilson planning a celebration for me. =) but the conver was full of crap ahah in the end at 1 plus we still didnt decide on a place so wilson asked me go sleep first he will msg us the details the next day.

i woke up early on my birthday and was just smiling to myself while waiting for wilson's msg. he ask us to meet at 3pm at orchard mrt. i reached late=p like 3.15++ but there were ppl like yuwei and nicole who came later. haha. matt, zijing, erwin, wilson, linus, marianne, sx, and xyy were there . zijing gave me a pretty flower ballon scrupture she did herself=) ou xiang gave me the hc soccer no. 18 jersey=D nicole gave me a really pretty makeup pouch=) linus ask me to choose 2 drinks from the vending machine, he treat me.=) haha, oh and marianne was going to top up $0.50. haha.

we stoned ard for a while before we decided to go catch a movie. we took a bus to PS and bought tics for YES-MAN. we still had quite alot of time so i asked if the guys could get the toy from the machine in the archade. i changed 7 tokens for them to try, but then in the end all the tokens used for bball machine which was much more fun=) marianne and i had a car racing match together, and i won! haha birthday luck=) then we went to play bball game, super fun! but very of the balls we shot went in HAHA.kk joined us at the archade.

then then my powerful eyes spotted mr chang j and his gf at the bball game stations also. his gf looks pretty from the back and side. then marianne and i kinda stalked her to the toilet and try to see her face fr the mirror and it was not pretty. =p

anyway after that it was time for our movie. the movie was good! haha, the girl in the movie is so crazily cute! and omgosh jim carrey makes the funniest expressions=D

hwa pheng joined us after the movie, which was abt 7pm. and he gave me a merry christmad deco towel. quite sweet=) ahah. nicole, sx and matt had to go home after the movie. then the rest of us, linus, kk, hp, marianne, wilson, xyy,yu wei went for dinner.marianne wanted to take neoprints first and she dont believe that the guys will take if its after dinner. haha in the end they promised so we went to look for a place for dinner. we walk out of PS then random walk for a while and camwhored! before settling on manhatten fash market in PS in the end=) the food is good, so was the queue. haha when they were queing, marianne and i checked the line for swensens, and kk, hp and i went to draw money.we could do so many things lah

my eyes look freaking. haha=)
manhatten fish market

xyy and yuwei kept checking out chio- bu s. haha they'll be like ''that one, that one, the yellow one'' then ''she saw u lar!' haha super hilarous. after dinner, wilson treated us to a ice-cream brownie so that the waiters can all sing a birthday song for me. haha then later, this waitress came over and was like, whose birthday is it? then i raised my hand. she was already acting like very suspicious. she stuck out her hand and obviously im supposed to shake it. i did and my hand just felt gooey, sticky, slimy. haha gross lah. i THINK it was whipped cream. but then i go wipe on hp's hand also=p heh

after dinner, we were supposed to take neoprints but we were already running late, cos it was 9 +++ and neoprints shop at cine closes at 10pm. so marianne was very anxious that we cannot take so she kept like half-running, half-turning back to chase all the guys( esp yuwei who like totally walk slow so that he will miss the shot haha) to walk faster. but then in the end we still missed by like 1 customer. ahahha.

then we walked to youth park.We played T.O.T first. the bottle kept spinning to wilson, linus and yu wei. then they got really sick qs from xyy. half the time i was blockiong out all sounds haha. then stupid linus say i must listen cos i grow up already>.< but its really gross cos most of the qs were DESCRIBE kind. luckily we eventually changed game to shoot, shag, marry of the ppl in the OCIP SH 2008 team. haha that game was quite funny.

then marianne had to leave so we all decided to leave together. then cos yuwei and i both live in pasir ris so we were going to take the train home together. i complain to marianne and hp in front of yuwei that the journey home will be so awkward and they were loike ya lor, somemore u have to spend the last mins of ur 17th bdae with him. haha=p then he act pissed and was like, come hp i take to yishun then i take bus hgome. HAHAH. the journey home wasnt awkward at all, in fact it was quite enjoyable. we talked abt quite alot of random stuff and the trip seemed really fast. when we parted it was exactly 12, and he said HAPPY BIRTHDAY. haha=) not bad for yu wei.

yup that concludes my 17th birthday. thank you once again to everyone who went for this outing, esp wilson, who like organized most of it. and to all who spammed my sms inbox with ur wishes, esp bell from NZL. thank you, thank you and without u guys, i would have such a memoprable 17th. i love you guys to bits and pieces. and i believe the OCIP spirit will live with us?

CHEERS!=)

2008-12-14T19:29:00.000-08:00

camwhoring at starbucks at factory outlets!=)
the cashier there was super hot omg!

lovely lovely girls!=)

=)

long ge looks evil. hahah

awww.. roomies eating baos.. HAHAH

HOW CAN MY HEART NOT BREAK? this was jia yi's expression when we were all about to leave. The picture she is holding is of me and her, with my msg behind. she has been holding it the whole day. i just wish she will keep this pic and somehow rmb us..

dinner=)

waiting for food

gosh.everyone will fall in love with this smile lah.

ou xiang can climb trees too=) haha

bridge leading to li min sch=)

such a happy shot!=)

mirror on the stairs to sec 2 level

words our team painted

hp took this omg

shui xiang+ titanic haha=)

emo shot of mrs tan..

so beautiful!

i want to know who this is

pretty yu yuan, eating tang bao!=)

factory outlets!

bu xing jie!

back to spore at the airport. im not happy.

bus trips of card games=)

=)

shui xiang on last day

look at the view! kk, erwin and xyy's poses so not creatively.. haha

i love all participants=)

=)

yu yuan=)

Jia yi's cutest expression caught on camera. =)

=)

participants shot with shanghai's skyline. where's SR?!

sutest roommates ever=) oh and Mr Q did this omg

ahhh my cutie pie!

i love swinging them hahahha

mural painting we did for li min.

shui xiang on the last day! the dumplings and chou dou fu were good!

bball court at li min. look at how low the hoop is. no wonder i could shoot my balls in=( lol

shangde rich sch. look at the stark diff!

my fav class- the pre-schoolers

playing with my dearies!

view outside our plane taken by jia hui

wow! mr erwin really PARTICIPATES very actively=D ahha

two of my fav kids. i couldnt pull that balloon out of his mouth no matter what i did.

see the kid in blue? he's not an ang moh omg

activities turned drawing class. haha

grp shot at shangde=) ou xiang turned his back to us!=( lol

on the last day we made our own dumplings at the school and had them for lunch. =)though the shape of the dumplings were the most awkward ever, look at the warmth on their faces.

sheena and i at the richest shanghai sch-shangde on the last day. they said look out for the diff between this sch and li min. we didnt even have to look out lar. it was so exagerating. hwa chong is nothing compared to this sch. even the students there are super loud and high.

fx came to me and nic when we were having fun during lunch and he was like do you guys still remember something called 6n? haha and we just burst out laughing. so this is a 6n photo! sort of, not counting mr wang shen lei.=)

nic participant and i

erwin participant and i

so poor thing, they bei lao shi fa zhan.

my new friend on this trip-xyy, who like totally finds pleasure in teasing me=( but i like playing bball with him, cos he always rang wo heh. thogh i dont need him to, cos im like yuan da ying from lan qiu huo.=)

my fav older-guy, haha long ge! he rocks! i miss him=(

my new found best guy friend on this trip- mr kk! he rocks! he's so sensitive and sweet and caring and all. =)

the best roomie in the whole world- sheena! sorry this photo is soo dark, its the nicest one of us. hahah

classmate fx!

i love her.

wilson teaching dance, haha super funny=p

my ou xiang's eye candy haha=)

a kid who hs never held a camera took this. amazing huh?=)

such beautiful smiles.

mr quek and his fav boy.

happiest kids i've met on earth.

i dont care what they say. i feel like they are my own kids.

there are no words to describe how much i love her, and how much my heart ached when i said goodbye.

and him.

my fav girl.

the beautiful scenery outside the sch

erwin participant and ou xiang playing cards=)

mr quek sleeping=p

wang shen lei=)

fx,hy and long ge!

hardworking painting crew

art class

the following series of photos made me laugh like there was no tomorrow.

morning exercise at the sch! super cute one!

hwa pheng and i tried counting the number of floors omg, how wise haha

participants shot, look at SR omg, can never see his whole face. i rmb once he was slping on the hotel lobby sofa covered with jacket, scarf and all, then sheena came down and was like' where is SR?' haha

nice view!

shanghai streets !

i took this pic! lovely right!

sunset!

hp also got fans

playing train with the kids

xiao jie xiao jie game

aint she pretty

our first activities class

my fans=)

pri 4s

i've just returned from the best trip in the whole universe, OCIP SHANGHAI 2008.i've said my final goodbyes to the most wonderful bunch of kids in the whole universe in shanghai, li min xiao xue. i've said goodbye to one of the best teams i've met and worked with , and all i hope is that the next time we meet we're no longer the strangers we all started out as. its amazing how many things can change in 15 days.

A team was built, strong bonds were forged, some happiest and saddest moments occured and i fell in love. When we first started i disliked this OCIP SH team very much. the first few ocip meetings we had were boring and ppl( includ me) were hesitant to share. other than that i had bad first impressions of many ppl, i remember i was just whining and complaining to audrey after every ocip meeting that i am never going to survive 15 days with this grp of ppl. boy was i wrong.

you guys have reminded me how happy being a teenager is, especially being a teenager with a cause, and have taught me many many things. most imporatantly, i dont dislike the hwa chong culture like i did before this trip anymore. i have learnt how to be stonger then what i used to be, and i have also learnt how weak i can get when everthing falls. but one thing i realize i can never overcome no many how many times it repeats , is saying goodbye.

The pain of saying goodbye to the kids, the school, our team and eventually even the random places in sh like TBC, Qi pu lu is so painful. my idol said ' be happy cos what you done is worth cherishing and not emo ing' and that made things bit easier but then if leaving is not sad, how come breakups and stuffs are so painful. this is not meant to be a emo post but the emotions are flowing out again.

i remeber how the kids held the photo of me and them for the whole day on the last day no matter where they went, and the beautiful smiles they gave me. i remember how they would shout "jie jie!" or to my other team mates " ge ge" when we came down during break time. i remember the games they taught us, like xiao jie and lao ying zhuo xiao ji, and train and the strings etc, i remember the phrases they taught me, like when i made a promise with them, it always made me smile. i remember the wonderful lunches we had in the school, and the very hilarous toilet trips with sheena and ehui. i remeber my attempts at sanding and painting the walls, which were always inferior compared to the other participants heh. i remember long ge teaching me bball and the other peeps i played with at the village sch who has made me fall in love with bball. i remember holding the kids so close to me in my arms and swinging them in the air and seeing and listening to those wonderful laughs, those moments i really felt they were my kids.i remeber walking down to food street with the participants for xiao long bao-the nicest in the world after a disgusting dinner. i remember meeting long ge, who is one of the coolest senior i have evr known, who plays guitar freaking well, and have got me thinking about a future with YMCA. i remember how we have strategies at bargaining with the shop ppl there but walking away SLOWLY so he can call us back to give us the price we wanted.i remember the cup-noodles sharing sessions and screwed-up T.O.Ts in my room.i remeber how difficult it was to wake up every morning, but i'll think of the kids smiles and pull myself up. i remember the few days when my voice broke and mr quek and gang made me call the diff rooms and ask if anyone wants massage.=p i remember how mrs tan would rush into our room after evry mass shopping trip excitedly and showed us her shopping. i remeber kk, sheena, e hui and i standing in that dvd shop and just spamming the counter with our dvds try-out. i remember the bus trips everyday when everyone would be sleeping like no body's business and whenever i tried to sleep ehui's head would knock against mine. i remember the pocky and qq candy they pass ard. i remember the latest k session i ever had- till 4.30 am omg! and i remeber erwin and kk's shocked expression when they woke up in the morning finding themselves in my room and our bed cos they were too bored with the T.O.T session. i remember it was -1 degree and i was shivering like mad at the school, and all the kids came over for a hug that was so warm, it really made things lots better. and i remeber asking them if they were cold, and they gave me such brave smiles and shouted bu leng! i remember too many things that add up to this wonderful memory.

i really hoped the bond forged between us who braved -1 degrees together will last forever. and i really hope i can go back to see those kids at least once more. because i remember promising them under the bright blue sky on the last day that no matter what, i'll be back. and i wont break that promise.

Thank you all for contributing a part to the best memory i have had. i love you guys, the kids there and OCIP SHANGHAI 2008..

2008-11-13T02:07:00.001-08:00

the cutest guy ever. kelvin leung

kenneth ma=)

ahhhhhhhhhhhhh! Law Chung Him

ahah bobby's face is hilarous

super funny dad in the show.

eddie lee. hot.

Finished chasing the HK drama Your Class Or Mine. very very nice, now im hooked on to HK dramas again. afterall, my canto cannot deprove anymore, must faster buck up by watching alot alot of dramas, or else when i go back Home, it'll be embarressing=p ahhhhhhhhhhh HK guys are so cute lah now i know where belly so crazy over HK drama also. =)

2008-11-05T04:35:00.000-08:00

OP finally ended yesterday! haha yipee! joelyn said i was one of the best speakers that she saw=p heh

afetr op yesterday, we all went crazy! me, joelyn and collin went to orchard cine box! it was the most enjoyable kbox outing i've ever had. omg collin and joelyn are hilarous man! especially collin! no matter whether it was a sad or happy song, his expressiona and actions all super exaggerated! hahahahah. then joelyn kept 'bullying' collin. super nice to watch.=p ahahha at first she took collin's handphone, then later when collin snatched it back he put it in his shirt pocket, hoping that joelyn wouldnt reach over to that part to grab his phone! hahaha hilarous.. then afterwards he kept asking me what time it was cos he didnt dare to take out his phone to check the time..haha then there was a pause for very long in between when me and joelyn just spammed female songs, and collin's LOUD voice wasnt heard for damn long, haha we felt quite guilty after that and let him solo once more.. hahah wahlau, that guy doesnt need a mic lah. ahahha soooooooooooooo loud and sooooooooooooooo high pitched hahahaha..even F4 slow songs made us go crazy. we were just hoppin and jumping and shouting the words out loud! hahah next time must go with joelyn and collin to k box again! woohoo!=)

2008-10-31T21:19:00.000-07:00

Watched catch me if you can last last night. haha leonado's hairstyle super funny, and wahlau, his cheats are damn smart can, for a 19 yr old?! its a true story somemore..

Watched The Brave One last night. i thought it was good. not exactly an action packed kind of thriller but kept me at the edge of my seat.quite sad too..

Watched Enchanted today morning. woah, its super romantic, in a really really disney way, and the songs are good!=) it leaves u smiling to yourself like a idiot.haha

going to sch for pw rehersal later on. jia you peeps! only 3 more days to freedom!

shall rent more dvds tonight to watch with me familee! yipee!=)

2008-10-27T07:20:00.000-07:00

Watched the movie two faces of my girlfriend with mum on mysoju. she say very confusing haha, cos the girl got split personality. but very nice. cos the girl very preety but the guy vey super toot. haha damn funny match..

2008-10-27T03:46:00.000-07:00

hoho im such a champion! last week i finished watching Fated to Love You, and i thought it was absolutely fantastic.

then this week i watched the Absolute boyfriend and i melted. super super super awesome! must watch. darn funny, darn sweet, darn darn sad, ridiculous yet makes u melt at the same time. tenjo night is SO hot and riika is super cute. heard from ron that night acted in gokusen 2, and rmbered him as the tall tall student always sitting at the back of the class.haha no wonder, haha you don see that many hot guys around these days. heh=) see ya, going off to watch more shows! what a wonderful weekend=)

can't wait for our 10 nov outing. im waiting and waiting and waiting=)!

2008-10-24T02:26:00.001-07:00

First OP trial today, quite okay, miss koh said i was quite natural, hee all those emceeing in KC helped. in my head i was like if i can speak to a whole hall full of blue, whats a class of brown? haha=)

After that, school ended, gwen and i walked out of school. then when we were parting on the bridge, i was like sigh.. come to school for a WHILE only..(pasir ris to bukit temah kay..) then gwen was like lets go watch a movie, you want? then im like hell yeah! haha

so we catched HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL 3 on its first day at the first timeslot available at orchard cine, 11.45am. it rocked! i was smiling and giggling and laughing like an idiot throughout the show and gwen had to keep knocking me to shush. haha paiseh, ppl too excited... and maybe cos its the first time im catching a musical in the cinema i thought everyone in the cinema were damn cute. At first when the movie started they started clapping! then troy's face came out and they were like WHOA! haha it was almost rehersed or something damn funny! and then when the characters start singing in weird situations, no matter whether it was sad or happy, the whole cinema would laugh for a while. haha cute or what?

regardless, i felt very happy watching a good show with a good friend and thats all that matters=) Long weekend coming up! yipee!=)

oh oh i remeber Troy said something on grad day during the movie.'Once a wildcat, always a wildcat'. and i wanted to cry. i remeber thats our motto too. 'once a KCian, always a KCian'.=)

rhonda, angie, belly, sam, steph, joey, gen, boon, weiwei, jiajia, ally, crystal, all you KC lovelies, you are greatly missed eveeryday of my life=)

2008-10-06T02:12:00.000-07:00

hoho! Festival Of Sports today! super fun! won the first volleyball mixed match with some ares team then lost the second one to a atermis class. the referee fr that class was ________ _______!heh=)the whole school was filled with an atmosphere of joy, exitement and the spirit of sports! haha fun lah.=)
BUT i think my highlight of the day was when 933 came to our sch and we got to chat and meet with peifen and diya! both our seniors! pretty darn cool! peifen had to do a live broadcast back to the radio station about the 'destressing' session( though we have no more stress now=p) and she was so extremely cool! ahaha. then we watched the first episode of hot shot(lan qiu huo) together and now im ttaly addicted to t! omg yan cheng xun! okay i need to hurry back to watch! till then!
cant wait for sabbaticals tomorrow!=) wakeboarding! haha enjoy peeps!

2008-10-03T22:51:00.000-07:00

yay i feel so free now! like i can do ANYTHING man. hahah !=)

2008-09-07T06:21:00.000-07:00

why is life so difficult sometimes? its unbearable. and im not even talking about exams and stuffs. i cannot always rely on my friends for comfort. i need to rely on myself. they have their own lives to lead. yet time and time again i feel so alone as if even if i scream no one will turn. even when i cry no body knows. even if i die nobody cares. perhaps im exagerrating, but thats truly what i feel sometimes. i tell ppl to be happy, i laugh very loud just so i can hear them laugh and be comforted in the knowledge that at least those around me are smiling and laughing and happy. yet when im unhappy no body knows, or maybe they do but no body comes. i want to meet ppl like rhonda, ppl like gen, ppl like angie now...... but everyone i meet now is crap. they come and leave so fast they must as well not have came, or when they are here they hurt me so hard i rather they didnt come.im very very upset now. i dont give a damn about anything. i dont know why im suddenly so affected by everything pieced together. i need to hug my kc friends. i cannot do this alone. i dont like the people here.
yy go and sleep. when u wake up it will be another day. hopefully a little better day.

2008-08-29T06:47:00.000-07:00

Life after beijing olympics was a bit weird. but i found many reasons to be happy.

1)I got into OCIP shanghai! haha whoohoo!
2)I got to see the cast of 12 lotus(qi yu wu!)and heard them sing life! heh
3)I got to go back to KC to meet many many many darlings! teachers, ex-schoolmates, gen, weiwei,jia jia, sam, steph, heda, viggy,chiaps!many many many more. then we watched this creepy true story film! and i gave zhang fang a HUGE hug.
4)we talked alot alot, which really made my day=)and gen made me laugh soooo much. only you have this natural ability lor! haha more pro than my laughter.
5)its the start of sept holidays!
6)im going out with ron to lido tomorrow=)

yay! life's good!=)

2008-08-15T04:26:00.000-07:00

BEIJING OLYMPICS 2008!
MICHAEL PHELPS IS DRIVING ME CRAZY!
aud and i are making a scrapbook abt him.and we keep going for 'toilet breaks' during class to watch his matches in fishtank. hah goodness. HES MINE AUD. MINE=)

mum say at the rate im going, i can quit school to watch and analyze the olympics liao. HAHAHA.my whole family is crazy lor. haha. the first time i actually heard mum SCREAM.and i mean scream was during spore VS korea table tennis match>.<

Michael phelps i love you x12345678910987654321.

2008-08-06T06:50:00.000-07:00

i would give anything just to see you turn and say that sentence to me with another look in your eyes.anything. i've been holding on to that sentence. just so you know.

just read ally's post on her blog.omg i didnt even realized how much i miss kc pri until reading it. omg how much i love kcp, kc. and everything they have taught me.to be strong. to be happy. An ij girl is a happy happy one! KCP and KC are the best things that have happened to me. i miss all my pri sch friends. shaan, nabila, alyssa, angel, sam p, huiting, tiara.........where are you guys? how are you guys? hope the ij spirit will carry on in everyone of us all the way as we grow.
AM2, JO3/4, and BU5/6. miss chia! my favourite teacher in pri sch. i remember how once sara natasha said something to her that made her cry( we were only innocent pri sch kids and we manage to make an adult cry!)and how she ran to the office with tears flowing. no one ran after her. >.< oh the guilt now that i recall. heard from my sis that she got married to an angmoh. hope she's happy=)all these will remain in my heart as i grow. stronger and stronger each day.

one day i might even tell you=)<3!heh

2008-07-23T05:41:00.000-07:00

2008-07-21T06:21:00.000-07:00

i realized that i havent blogged a proper post in like quite long.Been keeping some things to myself, most things actually, just don't feel like sharing at the moment. i keep telling myself that 10 years down the road i'm going to think back about the me 10 yrs ago and laugh at my foolishness, but like what i told angie, i wouldn't regret anything because i know there wasnt anything that could have been done.And that every single thing i go through now will teach me something later in life.Like maybe each heartbreak will hurt a little less since there's only a maximum amount of pain that the heart can take? haha i don't know. i'm happy now. thats all i've got to say. im thankful for all i have. My family from HK( cousins, grandparents and aunt)are coming this friday. <3! i absolutely can't wait. =)I AM A REALLY LUCKY GIRL BECAUSE EVERY SINGLE MORNING I WAKE UP AND I KNOW WHAT HAPPINESS AND LOVE FEELS LIKE. if love makes the world go round then love+happiness= round and round=p
Had a really nice conversation with audrey, joelyn and sheena in the canteen today. And im really starting to believe that life is FAIR aftr all. we shared our personal encounters, common friends and came to a conclusion. Nobody can have everything. Its true. =)Daddy bought pretty pretty stuffs from Tokyo! its the most amazing place everrrrr. yay!=)tomorrow will be a even better day!=)

2008-07-13T19:54:00.000-07:00

Name 20 people whom you can think of right now. Don't read the questions till you've named 20 people. At the end of this, choose 5 people to do this ...

1) Rhonda
2) Angelina
3) Crystabel
4) chiaps
5) Wei zhen
6) Jia Jia
7) Joey
8) Swee min
9) Yilina
10) Audrey
11) Collin
12) Stephie duck
13) Sam!
14) gen gen
15) kaiboon
16) Kaiyun
17) Xina
18) li jia
19) steph lim
20) ally

Q1:How did you meet 14?
genevieve seraphina Ho.3/6 and 4/6 classmate. Most contagious laughter ever since mine=)

Q2:What would you do if you've never met 1?
Rhonda Ong. I'll miss out on most of the joy of being in KC, no one would go crazy with me, no one will be there for me the way she does. She has taught me so much, and brought us all so much happiness, so much so that i don't think she can ever imagine.<3!

Q3:What if 9 and 20 dated?
Yilina and Ally.HAHAHA. hmmm. cannot. yili's mine=) and ally is smeone else's.=p

Q4:Will 16 and 17 date?
kaiyun and xina. Oh my, it might actually work. they'll both go CRAZZYYYYYY together.=D

Q5:Describe 3?
Crystabel. She's a sweet, smart, caring, sarcastic girl who mumbles to herself all the time, and is obsessed with perfect english and the indian accent. she's my best friend and i love her to bits.

Q6:Describe 7?
Joey. She sings really really well, and has a positive outlook towards everything! she has taught me how foolish it is to dwell on things we cant change=)

Q7:What would you do if 18 confess to you that he/she likes you?
LiJia. ahahah she will never. her skin too thick liao=p. she'll wait till i do it.

Q8:Who is 9 going out with?
Yilina. Single and happy=)

Q9:When was the last time you talk to 13?
samsam. 406 renioun dinner. told her all the stuff burning my mind.=)ahhh i miss you! really hope u're happy now.

Q10:Who is 2's favourite band/singer?
angie!=) eminem! english singers! some random chinese singers!

Q11:Would you ever date 4?
chupa chiaps! yes yes yes. heh.

Q12:Would you ever date 1?
Rhonda! YES YES YES. i'll two time.

Q13:Is 19 single? relationship
steph lim! i should THINK so. unless she is hiding some secret relationship in TP. ahah i miss you!

Q14:Would you ever be in with 11?
collin. hahaha nope, not a chance. he's my 'brother!' come on man, brother!

Q15:School of 3?
crystabel! VJC

Q16:Where does 6 live?
jia jia! Marine parade

Q17:What is your favourite thing of 5?
weizhen. she's a fantastic listener and someone fantastic to be with. wei wei!

Q18:Have you ever seen 10 naked?
Audrey. OMG no. neither do i want to.=p

2008-07-13T08:42:00.001-07:00

My mom only had one eye.
I hated her... she was such an embarrassment.
She cooked for students & teachers to support the family.
There was this one day during elementary school where my mom came to say hello to me.
I was so embarrassed.
How could she do this to me?
I ignored her, threw her a hateful look and ran out.
The next day at school one of my classmates said, 'EEEE, your mom only has one eye!'
I wanted to bury myself.
I also wanted my mom to just disappear.
I confronted her that day and said, ' If you're only goanna make me a laughing stock, why don't you just die?'
My mom did not respond...
I didn't even stop to think for a second about what I had said, because I was full of anger.
I was oblivious to her feelings.
I walked out of that house, and have nothing to do with her.
So I studied real hard, got a chance to go abroad to study.
Then, I got married.
I bought a house of my own.
I had kids of my own.
I was happy with my life, my kids and the comforts,
Then one day, my mother came to visit me.
She hadn't seen me in years and she didn't even meet her grandchildren.
When she stood by the door, my children laughed at her, and I yelled at her for coming over uninvited.
I screamed at her, 'How dare you come to my house and scare my children!'
GET OUT OF HERE! NOW!!!'
And to this, my mother quietly answered, 'Oh, I'm so sorry. I may have gotten the wrong address,' and she disappeared out of sight.
One day, a letter regarding a school reunion came to my house.
So I lied to my wife that I was going on a business trip.
After the reunion, I went to the old shack just out of curiosity.
My neighbors said that she died.
I did not shed a single tear.
They handed me a letter that she had wanted me to have.

'My dearest son, I think of you all the time.
I'm sorry that I came to your house and scared your children.
I was so glad when I heard you were coming for the reunion.
But I may not be able to even get out of bed to see you.
I'm sorry that I was a constant embarrassment to you when you were growing up.
You see........when you were very little, you got into an accident, and lost your eye.
As a mother, I couldn't stand watching you having to grow up with one eye.
So I gave you mine.
I was so proud of my son who was seeing a whole new world for me, in my place, with that eye.
With all my love to you, Your mother.

Always seek to resolve your problems or disagreements with loved ones because if either of you should pass on before, the one who is left alive will have the rest of their life to ponder those unresolved feelings but will never find closure. And closure usually brings peace.

2008-07-12T08:20:00.000-07:00

more pics that i didnt manage to upload for that vivo outing that day. additional pics from the KBOX outing on youth day with chupa chiaps! FUN FUN FUN. i love u chiaps.=) I want to thank you too for that day and for 'reminding' me what being young means again=).

2008-07-06T08:10:00.000-07:00

sat was huiqing 2008. Seniors from previous batches of huang cheng came back to celebrate. It was really fun, we sang, danced and i got voted as hua zhuang zu zhang=). will work hard with the other exco members and hua zhuang zu members for a wonderful hua cheng ye yun 2009.wait and see!=)Lee Yuen Ying will never miss another hua cheng meeting without a valid reason again. im not a slacker kay audrey.heh=D

2008-06-30T06:26:00.001-07:00

vivo sky park!=)

cam-whoring in the toliet!

four different places, one entity=)
KC!<3
=)

hohoho! i owe lots of people pictures! im so sorry guys! i got my phone repaired(finally) but then i lost my charger so i couldnt use it=(. heh audrey's right. none of my things can stay by me.(this sounds so familiar=( ) and i just realized that i lost my memory card stick. somebody shoot me now.
sigh, i'll just upload whatever i have for now.
Watched WANTED with fuxing, audrey and joelyn on friday, immediately after our last paper, which was the major screw-up chem.haha, we all went crazy after that. like seriously crazy. FX said he lost his soul, audrey ate an apple on the bus and rice balls on the train( i don't even dare to drink water on the train=p)and i kept touching the hands of a little girl on the bus without talking to her. everything about the show except the plot was good. haha, morale of the day: get a life, buy a gun today>.<

Sat was VIVO outing with rhon, angie and chiaps! funfun! watched don't mess with the zohan. sick sick show, but it was sooooooo fannnniiii i laughed my ass off.haha rhon asked me half-way thru why the show's NC16, after 3seconds , when the mum's butt was showing, she was all okokokok i know already. spent the whole afternoon at vivo skypark, cam-whoring and playing with water and blowing pretty bubbles=) and of course we talked. and talked. and talked. no one beats KC friends. NO ONE.=)

Sun was higher chinese renioun where only 6 ppl turned up?=p but it was the usual 'gang', so it was still fun fun and i had a really happy time! thanks you guys! no one really changed( except maybe jiajia abit more bitchy, and boony abit more bimbotic=D ). hahaha yup! thats the way it will always be!

2008-06-28T22:14:00.000-07:00

blocks are over! im not relieved, but im crazy that its over.
anyway

疯完三天就应该好好学习静下心来去学习面对每一天每一件事

要过没有借口的每一天

YY 加油!

haha blog in chinese not bad huh=)

-angie send me the pictures! facebook is not user-friendly(sounds familiar)! hahaha

2008-06-28T22:03:00.000-07:00

其实我们真的很幸福

this poem was published on guangzhou's newspaper during the sichuan earthquake.

孩子，

快，

抓紧妈妈的手！

去天堂的路

太黑了，

妈妈怕你

碰了头。

快，

抓紧妈妈的手！

让妈妈陪你走。

妈妈，

怕，

天堂的路

太黑，

我看不见你的手。

自从，

倒塌的墙

把阳光夺走，

我再也看不见，

你柔情的眸。

孩子

你走吧

前面的路

再也没有忧愁

没有读不完的课本

和爸爸的拳头

你要记住

我和爸爸的摸样

来生还要一起走

妈妈

别担忧

天堂的路有些挤

有很多同学朋友

我们说

不哭

哪一个人的妈妈都是我们的妈妈

哪一个孩子都是妈妈的孩子

没有我的日子

你把爱给活的孩子吧

妈妈

你别哭

泪光照亮不了

我们的路

让我们自己

慢慢的走

妈妈

我会记住你和爸爸的模样

记住我们的约定

来生一起走

keep praying for them, because its not over yet.

这个世界真的什么事情都会发生，真的希望四川的人民能得到幸福。

2008-06-17T10:05:00.000-07:00

hahahhahaXD

2008-06-17T09:36:00.000-07:00

It's not the fault of student if
he/she fails because the year ONLY
has 365 days...
typical academic year for a student:

1. Sundays - 52 Sundays in a year, you know Sundays are for rest.
Days left 313.

2. Summer holidays - 50 where weather is very hot and difficult to study.
Days left 263.

3. 8 hours daily sleep - 130 days GONE.
Days left 141.

4. 1 hour for daily playing- (good for health) means 15 days.
Days left 126.

5. 2 hours daily for food & other delicacies (chewing properly & swallowing) - means 30 days.
Days left 96.

6. 1 hour for talking (man is a social animal) - means 15 days.
Days left 81.

7. Exam days - per year at least 35 days.
Days left 46.

8. Quarterly, half yearly and festival (holidays) - 40 days.
Days left 6.

9. For sickness - at least 3 days.
Days left 3.

10. Movies and functions- at least 2 days.
1 day left.

11. That 1 day is your birthday.
How can you study on that day ?!?!?!?!?!

Balance = 0
' How can a student pass ?????

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAH=)

2008-06-09T08:15:00.000-07:00

Do u know why God created gaps between fingers? So that someone, who is very special to u comes and fills those gaps by holding your hands forever.=)

2008-05-25T08:28:00.000-07:00

i'm sorry, i really am.
i know being sorry wouldn't change anything anymore,
but there's nothing left for me to say.
Once upon a time, i came to this school with nothing.
i met you, and then i lost you.

2008-05-20T17:26:00.000-07:00

Letting someone in means abandoning the walls you spent a lifetime building.

2008-05-20T04:07:00.000-07:00

I, Lee Yuen Ying hereby pledge that i will truthfully tell Yilina Leong Xue Qi about ____________ exactly ten years from today, 20/5/2018. =)

don't worry dear, ten years will fly by so fast you won't believe it=)

2008-05-19T06:09:00.000-07:00

This has got to be the best wekkend in a very very long time!=)
mainly because i slacked it away, but who cares man! holidays in a week!=D

VESAK DAY
shopping with dear XINA was absolute FUN FUN FUN! bought a freaking damn cool green watch which xina helped choose and a rainbow-coloured sock for my phone! haha xina got a pink one to match her freaking chio new PINK phone. hahah, so proud of our find=) walked the whole of bugis street at least 3 times to look for a nice black shirt for Xina's harmoc concert. HAHAH finally find one decent one, go rock the concert babe!=)

went to the beach in the evening with mum and sis. Climbed the spiderman 3 times=) all three times mum went up before sis and i.. =p we ought to be ashamed. HAHA.
this 40+ man came to my mum and started saying weird stuffs to her, like ' exercising? you're sweating alot'. PERVERT.>< lucky i was there to protect mum. haha, i went up to him and stared at him till he backed off=D champion.
Mum is too attractive. hmm, lucky dad. HAHAHAH.

Grandad's birthday yesterday.=) 84 years old. im so proud of him. i miss him so much!
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY!=D

2008-05-16T07:05:00.000-07:00

THE FEW PEOPLE I LOVE MOST.

you don't know the real reason.=(

2008-05-09T07:05:00.000-07:00

this week has been really crazy.
sigh, i've missed you. its not that there's no love anymore, its just that the pain got numb and i was tired . but everything 's going to be fine already.
its my turn now.=) we're going to hold hands, and walk thru this together. Okay?
no one is going to say the word sorry anymore. we've both done things wrongly.
''Hush little baby don't you cry, everything's gonna be alright.''
i wanted to hug you so badly today. to shout out loud that everything is going to be fine because we're both in this together, and that from this point on, if you didnt feel it the past few weeks; you are not alone, brother. i'm here for you. we're gonna pray together, walk together, search for answers together, rebuild your faith together. <3!

2008-05-02T08:34:00.000-07:00

Ah Beng bought a new mobile.
He sent a message to everyone from his Phone Book & said,
'My Mobile No. Has changed.
Earlier it was Nokia 3310. Now it is 6610'

====================================
Ah Beng : I am a Proud, coz my son is in Medical College.
Friend: Really, what is he studying.
Ah Beng: No, he is not studying, they are Studying him.

==========================================
Ah Beng : Doctor, in my dreams, I play football every night.
DR: Take this tablet, you will be ok.
Ah Beng : Can I take tomorrow, tonight is final game.

===========================================
Ah Beng : If I die, will u remarry?
Wife: No! I'll stay with my sister. But if I die will u remarry?
Ah Beng : No, I'll also stay with your sister.

=========================================
Ah Beng : People consider m! e as a 'GOD'
Wife: How do you know??
Ah Beng : When I went to the Park today, everybody said,
Oh GOD! U have come again.

===========================================
Ah Beng complained to the police: 'Sir, all items are missing,
except the TV in my house.'
Police: 'How the thief did not take TV?'
Ah Beng : 'I was watching TV news...'

=========================================
Ah Beng comes back 2 his car & find a note saying 'Parking Fine'
He Writes a note and sticks it to a pole 'Thanks for complement.'

=============================================
How do you recognize Ah Beng in School?
He is the one who erases the notes from the book when the teacher erases
the board.

===============================================
Once Ah Beng was walking he had a glove on one hand and not on other.
So the man asked him why he did so. He replied that the weather forecast
announced! that on one hand it would be cold and on the other hand it would
b e hot.

==================================================
Ah Beng in a bar and his cellular phone rings. He picks it up and
Says 'Hello, how did you know I was here?'

===================================================
Ah Beng : Why are all these people running?
Man - This is a race, the winner will get the cup
Ah Beng - If only the winner will get the cup, why others running?

===================================================
Teacher: 'I killed a person' convert this sentence into future tense
Ah Beng : The future tense is 'u will go to jail'

=====================================================
Ah Beng told his servant: 'Go and water the plants!'
Servant: 'It's already raining.'
Ah Beng : 'So what? Take an umbrella and go.'

=====================================================
A man asked Ah Beng why Ahmad Badawi goes walking in the Evening and not
in the mor! ning Ah Beng replied Ahmad Badawi is PM not AM

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA=D

SO FUNNY!

I ALMOST DIED LAUGHING.=DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

406 2007(:

2008-05-02T08:21:00.000-07:00

2008-05-02T08:11:00.000-07:00

just Watched the 406 class video again.
Cried like hell again.
my heart aches.
i really want to go back to u guys, to the KC family.

sam' looking out my window says:
yy, it's not gone FOREVER, its not a goodbye, just a see you later

yes sam=), the friendships will last forever, but its all those special moments we once shared, all the times we spent together, all the memories in KC. i want to experience all of those again. but its just not possible. anymore.
the tears can't stop flowing.
why.
why.
why.

I LOVE KC.
FOREVER AND EVER.
AND EVER.

2008-04-28T04:10:00.000-07:00

Sanguine
This is the word that best describes you! The dictionary meaning of the adjective sanguine' is cheerfully optimistic! You are usually happy and manage to turn most negative situations into positive ones. Your happy-go-lucky, impulsive and adventurous personality makes you fun to be around although some people mistake your self-confidence for arrogance. Your sanguine disposition will help your life be a happy one; just be wary of dreaming about castles in the sky and forgetting to focus on reality. =)

You Should Marry: The Romantic Overachiever
He’s Crude, Direct, and Loving Often times this guy will be a genius in his own right, and has a certain swagger about him. He has a grand notion of romance and love, but also of life and success. His own goals and talents can often intersect with the competing interests of companionship and loyalty. This guy believes in complex and deep relationships with many people. In a group, he may be looked at as a leader or relatively high in the pecking order. His ambition, sociability, personality make this guy well-liked. He’ll give women his love, but with it they agree to a lifestyle that may not be suitable for the unprepared passenger.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!=DDDDD

What kind of boy are you into?
The Bad Boy
You crave the guy that makes you feel it is so right even though you know it is wrong. He wears black and looks like he doesn't care. He is loud but quiet in an obnoxious way and knows when to make a point. And he stands for one word: INDIVIDUALISM You parent's hate him, your friends think you are going crazy, and who knows maybe you are, but you cannot help but want to jump on the back of his motorcycle...
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA=DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
ohmygoodness this is so funny!
but then it kinda sounds familiar huh yili=)

im addicted to the tests on facebook!!

2008-04-27T07:22:00.000-07:00

We pursed our lips and counted our tens.
I fled once and you'll never let me repeat it again.
I don't have a choice,
You're holding me tight to never let me go.
You grasp so hard that your nails mark my skin.
Your hand is tired, you don't give up.
You tremble as I attempt to break away again.
Never again would the past happen.
You shiver, you feel numb but clear.
You fight back tears and made me promise never to leave.

Hold me, love me, never let me go cause you're now a part of me. stay

2008-04-26T07:14:00.000-07:00

i love my drink!

fuxing, me and joelyn at the bar counter=) cheers!

FX's fav pose!

08S6N rocks=)

best-dressed competition=) gwen i so knew you will get it=D

me and yili! besties forever!=)

copied wholesale from the class blog=p didn't bring my camera that day

Faculty outing last sat!=)
it was a complete rush that day.>< was at KC in the morning all the way till 4 plus for Speech and Prize giving day.
broke down when miss lam made her speech, and when the KC girls performed for us.
The stage brought back all those memories of emceeing and performing .Chinese New Year, Lunar Festival, Merchant of Venice(HCL girls) and many many others. KC has given all of us so many opportunities to grow into the loud, confident young ladies we are today. its amazing how we can take so much for granted. and only when we're about to lose them that we start appreciating and treasuring.
We seniors were sitting at the back of the hall, and there was a sea of beautiful blue before us. The familarity of the blue and the warmth of KC overwhlems us everytime we go back. i think no other place in the whole wide world can ever make me feel so loved and at peace. may god bless every single child in KC to grow in his love, and make wonderful memories and friendships that will last for a lifetime.=)

Then i was going to make my way to get a tie for the outing but got lured by weizhen, belly and rondie to go to ice cream chef. =p we 'forced' angie to get out of her house in her school u! heh=) uni gathering again. its amazing how it just feels so normal everytime we see each other. even though we haven't met in like a few months. it feels as though we've been with each other everyday. =) its true when they say KC FRIENDS ARE FRIENDS FOR LIFE=). i love you guys so much!

angie was actively promoting her guitar tics though we were too busy savouring our ice-creams to listen=p. heh by the time we finished i had 6 mins to travel from KC to buona vista in order to make it on time for fac outing. haha talk about mission impossible! since i was gonna be late no matter what i dilly-dallied with weizhen talking about 'jane'! haha weizhen my poor little girl=(. i promise im not like 'jane'. =)))

Then! by the time i reached buona vista mrt it was like close to 8? haha. the place was so dark and i was totally unfamiliar with the place. and there were quite a few creepy people around. called yili cos i absolutly couldnt find the place though we supposedly can see it from the station. i walked and walked and i finally saw it. 'NTU alumni clubhouse.' BUT BUT BUT! there was no road/bridge to cross. so even though the place was just before my eyes, across the road i had to cab there. sigh. cost 5 bucks or something=( anyway, the taxi driver passed the clubhouse and drove into some hilly place. then i exclaimed very loudly:'uncle 你过了！' Then he actually shouted at me:'uncle 是做什么的!! 是驾taxi de leh!' >.< then i went down and couldnt find the place. there was no human being around at all. not even one. in the whole freaking big building. yet the doors were not locked and the lights were all on. i walked and walked. and started tearing >.<. it was really frightening. luckily yili and xq came down to save me=))

the place was decorated quite well. kinda cozy in a cool way. great way for interaction within the faculty. the programme was quite messy but nevertheless we enjoyed ourselves. esp joelyn, me and fx! watch us at the bar counter!=) begged the auntie at the counter to sell us shandy(beer and sprite). i think she likes joelyn and i cos she only sell to us. after that, she refused every other person who went to ask her=D. haha our lucky day. it was really Good=). played finger-guessing games and drank the drink as forfeit.=)

2008-04-22T05:07:00.000-07:00

I am extremely happy today=)

1)I got a gold for NAPFA.=) and my standing broad jump was 180cm! for like the first time in history! i was SO SO SO SO SO SO SO happy. it was like my third try, after everyone completed their stations. i started screaming in the hall >.< haha sorry i know it was quite embarressing but i couldnt help it=DD. my first jump in HC not long ago was 145.>.<. then the second jumps were today. my first attempt, i swing swing swing, then somehow, before i jump away from the line, i jumped once on the line>.< then the teacher was trying so hard to control her laughter and was like 'you swing swing swing so much then lose all the momentum'. so embarressing lah.haha. second attempt was 160cm. then the teacher say fail already! =( i also thought my gold flew away just like that cos 160 is a D. then yili(my jumping coach=)) ask me to jump again, and she said that im not maximizing my potential(which make me happy because SOMEONE thought i had the potential to jump far! ) not like some peeps from (coughs*) KC =). so i went. shuchen inspired me to jump from the back, which was what she did to push her D to a C. so i jumped from 169 to the starting point. and i did! haha furthur than the starting line somemore. whoo! i was so happy!!=D the teacher's expression was priceless lah. haha. she was like 'you can jump what!' =DDD she requested me to jump from the starting line again. AND I JUMPED A FREAKING 180! hahahaha then i SCREAMED. then this girl ask me'how you jump so far ah?' HAHA. i wanted to say ' i have no idea'. which is really the case but to show off(HAHAHA!) i told her some crap like bring your knees up blah blah blah. sounds familiar yili? HAHA. OHMYGOSH. I AM REALLY SO SO HAPPY. HAHA. so i can jump after all.=DDDDDD

2) i drank papaya milkshake from the high school canteen for the first time=)its SUPER nice. now i know why some crazy girls=)) from my class wanna walk all the way there to drink it=) haha. Fuxing says he hasn't drank it once for the past few years there. i think he's deprived=) cos its absolutely heavenly.HAHAHAH

3) gp with audrey was so funny. i almost died laughing. OK this is random. i thought i had a better point 3 but apparently not=.= HAHAHA

CHEERS=DD

i am beginning to love my class, and my classmates more and more=)
even though its not the most hyper-class, its fun cos everyone is so different. and when all the opposites come together. there's an explosion. HAHAHA=)
its really all the tiny little special moments, words, smiles and laughs we share that make everything feel so good.=)
OhOh all the girls in 6n got A for pull-ups! HAHA cool right=DD we rock!

AGGH. CHEM SPA TOMORROW.=(
the image of me choked by the STRONG smell of the conc HCL during O level chem prac keeps playing at the back of my head! please god, i hope i don't screw my first ever spa.=)

SEE YA!

2008-04-21T06:06:00.001-07:00

YOU

2008-04-21T06:02:00.000-07:00

had a absolutely splendid weekend=) shall blog more about it next weekend=)

KC friends are friends for life=)

2008-04-20T02:36:00.001-07:00

A girl asked a guy if he thought she was pretty , he said... no . She asked him if he would want to be with her forever ....and he said no .

She then asked him if she were to leave would he cry ? and once again he replied with a no .
She had heard enough. As she walked away, tears streaming down her face the boy grabbed her arm and said....You're not pretty you're beautiful .
I don't want to be with you forever . I NEED to be with you forever , and i wouldn't cry if you walked away...I'd die ...

2008-04-18T07:55:00.001-07:00

2008-04-18T07:52:00.004-07:00

hurts

2008-04-18T07:52:00.003-07:00

2008-04-18T07:52:00.001-07:00

hell.

2008-04-18T07:44:00.000-07:00

this is my first heartbreak.

2008-04-18T07:36:00.000-07:00

谁还记得
是谁先说永远的爱我
以前的一句话
是我们以后的伤口
过了太久
没人记得当初那些温柔
我和你手牵手
说要一起走到最后

我们都忘了
这条路走了多久
心中是清楚的
有一天
有一天都会停的
让时间说真话
虽然我也害怕
在天黑了以后
我们都不知道
会不会有遗憾

谁还记得
是谁先说永远的爱我
以前的一句话
是我们以后的伤口
过了太久
没人记得当初那些温柔
我和你手牵手
说要一起走到最后

我们都累了
却没办法往回走
两颗心都迷惑
怎么说
怎么说都没有救
亲爱的为什么
也许你也不懂
两个相爱的人
等着对方先说
想分开的理由

谁还记得
爱情开始变化的时候
我和你的眼中
看见了不同的天空
走的太远
终于走到分岔路的路口
是不是你和我
要有两个相反的梦

谁还记得
是谁先说永远的爱我
以前的一句话
是我们以后的伤口
过了太久
没人记得当初那些温柔
我和你手牵手
说要一起走到最后

2008-04-15T06:16:00.000-07:00

I CAN'T WAIT FOR FACULTY OUTING. HAH=)

note to self:reply yili's post this weekend=)

2008-04-11T07:05:00.001-07:00

为你我做了太多的傻事
第一件就是为你写诗
为你写诗为你静止
为你做不可能的事
为你我学会弹琴写词
为你失去理智
为你写诗为你静止
为你做不可能的事
为你弹奏所有情歌的句子
我忘了说
最美的是你的名字

how lovely the lyrics=)

2008-04-10T06:47:00.000-07:00

Chupa chiaps!=)) i love you so much! a pity you couldnt come into the school today.=) if not! if not! haha who knows who we might meet=) thanks for cheering me up and making me laugh so much today. i was so looking forward=) can't believe we met so many 'random' people at island today!=D hahah we still have so much stories to fill each other with! must meet up again really soon ok! this time with rhondie ong too! but then her uniform will trash all of ours! hahah!=D I LOVE YOU DARLING <333333

note to self: slect photos carefully before posting them.haha=D!
chiaps is in love with _______(CJ) and _______(HC). =D

2008-04-10T06:40:00.000-07:00

When you have to look away
When you dont have much to say
Thats when I love you
I love you, just that way
To hear you stumble when you speak
Or see you walk with two left feet
Thats when I love you
I love you, endlessly
And when your mad cuz you lost a game
Forget Im waiting in the rain
Baby i love you,
I love you anyway
Heres my promise made tonight
You can count "on" me for life
Thats when i love you
When nothing you do can change my mind
The more I learn, The more I love
The more my heart cant get enough
Thats when I love you,
WhenI love you no matter what
So when you turn to hide your eyes
Cause the movie it made you cry
Thats when I love you
I love you a little more each time
And when you cant quite match your clothes
Or when you laugh at your own jokes
Thats when I love you
I love you, more than youll know
And when you forget that we had a date
Or that look that you get when you show up late
Baby I love you, I love you anyway
Heres my promise made tonight
You can count "on" me for life
Thats when i love you
When nothing you do can change my mind
The more I learn, The more I love
The more my heart cant get enough
Thats when I love you,
When I love you no matter what
Thats when I love you
When nothing baby
Nothing you do could change my mind
The more I learn, The more I love
The more my heart cant get enough
Thats when I love you,
When I love you no matter what
No matter what

2008-04-06T20:00:00.001-07:00

find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot,
who calls you back when you hang up on him,
who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat,
or will stay awake just to watch you sleep.
wait for the boy who kisses your forehead,
who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats,
who holds your hand in front of his friends,
who thinks you're just as pretty without make-up on.
one who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares
and how lucky he is to have you.
the one who turns to his friends and says,'that's her.'

2008-04-06T19:42:00.000-07:00

"Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres."
-1 Corinthians 13:4-7

WHY. Nordeman Nichole.

We rode into town the other day
Just me and my daddy
He said I’d finally reached that age
And I could ride next to him on a horse
That of course was not quite as wide

We heard a crowd of people shouting
And so we stopped to find out why
There was that Man who my dad said he loved
But today there was fear in his eyes

So I said “Daddy, why are they screaming?
Why are the faces of some of them beaming?
Why is He dressed in that bright purple robe
I bet that crown hurts Him more than He shows
Daddy please, can’t you do something?
He looks as though He’s going to cry
You said He was stronger than all of those guys
Daddy, please tell me why
Why does everyone want Him to die?”

Later that day, the sky grew cloudy
And daddy said I should go inside
Somehow he knew things would get stormy
Boy was he right, but I could not keep from wondering
If there was something he had to hide

So after he left, I had to find out
I was not afraid of getting lost
So I followed the crowds to a hill
Where I knew men had been killed
And I heard a voice come from the cross

And it said, “Father, why are they screaming?
Why are the faces of some of them beaming?
Why are they casting their lots for my robe?
This crown of thorns hurts me more than it shows
Father please, can’t you do something?
I know that You must hear my cry
I thought I could handle a cross of this size
Father, remind me why
Why does everyone want me to die?
Oh, when will I understand why?”

My precious son, I hear them screaming
I’m watching the face of the enemy beaming
But soon I will clothe you in robes of my own
Jesus, this hurts me much more than you know
But this dark hour, I must do nothing
Though I’ve heard your unbearable cry
The power in your blood destroys all of the lies
Soon you’ll see past their unmerciful eyes
Look there below, see the child trembling by her father’s side
Now I can tell you why
She is why you must die

2008-04-05T09:12:00.000-07:00

i miss my piano.
its here but the feeling's not anymore.
i miss the joy i use to feel when my fingers run over the keys,
playing my favourite pieces.
and how i could just forget about my unhappiness and stress once i start to play.
now its just reading the notes on the scores.
i don't feel the music anymore.
i guess too many things have happened.
have changed the way i view things.
have changed me.
i wish the music will come back soon.
i want to lose everything in the music.

2008-04-04T04:54:00.000-07:00

Missing You

As I look down the aisle,
And I see your face,
I know that in my heart,
Something is out of place.

Day after day goes by,
But the pain never goes away,
Our anguish the price of a crime,
A price too high to pay.

It is unbearable to see,
Your unhappy days,
Your tear brimmed eyes,
Filled with pain,
When I used to be able to help you,
In so many ways.

I know our friendship,
Is forbidden,
But I still miss you,
It does not ease,
My heavy heart,
A burden.

I hope you miss me,
As much as I miss you.
But there's a wall between us,
And it seems there's nothing we can do.

My heart is torn,
Please try to understand,
I want to be there for you,
But I cannot be
A shoulder to cry on
A comforting hand.

But I beg of you,
Please listen to me,
No matter what obstacles,
Are in the way,
I am always here for you.

2008-04-02T03:44:00.000-07:00

The Forever Friend

On my own, but mostly the savannah,

Where the tumbleweeds fade away and die,

Before the glassy sun burns a summer of crystals,

The glistering waters of the high seas

Of which was so far a place as of where vultures roam.

I looked around but you weren't anywhere...

You used to say that you would never die,

But I took the wrong meaning into my heart.

Now the sea is wild with despair,

Deep blue like a prairie of flowers blue,

Where all children of God rest in eternal peace.

I saw you at the end,

You and I, brother and sister of nature,

Brother and sister of heaven and earth,

Your usually calm and heavenly eyes full of tears,

Bitterly falling one after one into a river,

Then the river of life turned red in blood.

My eyes watched in horror.

Slowly and deadly your heart became poisoned,

You disappeared without saying good-bye,

Not a word came out of your mouth.

You became like desolation in its grave.

When once the skies were a realm of stars

And the sun shone brightly in summer skies,

You were there to share the calmness;

But now I stand here in midst of the tall grass

And only the savannah remains.

2008-04-02T02:49:00.000-07:00

i didn't get into council. But im not as upset as i thought i would be. i've got to admit how badly i wanted this. now im back to square one. but square one is not that bad i guess. haha at least i didnt move backwards, and i get to reconsider how to make the best out of the nxt 2yrs in HC. And im so happy for those amazing friends around me. yili, ningxin, XINA, hui juan, beni, momo, gretal and so much more. Thank you SO much for your encouragements and comfort. i really appreciate it.=)
Congrats to all those who made it into the 35th. esp my OG mates, 5 of them! jia chen, marriane, ye hui, frannie and kk!=) do the best for the school ! you guys deserve it, so go have fun!=))

damnit my pi's due this friday and i have NO ideas!
HELP!!!!!!!!!! ><

2008-03-31T02:20:00.001-07:00

Tomorrow's the big day. i leave everything to GOD.=)

2008-03-29T09:01:00.000-07:00

FAMILY DAY TODAY WAS A BLAST.=)) pigging out with my dearest rhondieongie on brownies+ice cream, coke float, chicken kepak, cheese sticks, ice balls! typical us. =D and reuniting with all you amazing fellow kc-ians, 4-sixers, 2-fourers, ODAC juniors, teachers, sec 5 friends!

yes, KC really is JOY, and LOVE and everything nice mixed into one. and yes, you don't realize how much you miss it and how much you've lost until you go back. Suddenly the emptiness in your heart that you never knew existed fills up with love and those smiles that you see around; none of them forced.=)

most importantly, i got to catch up with all my lovely friends. Weizhen, thank you so much for sharing those feelings and updating me on your life in VJ. i know that those issues aren't things you go around sharing to everyone so i really appreciate it. i have those feelings too , and im glad you understand. jia you alright! God'll make a way.=)

And sammie, i missed you so much!=) im so glad you're holding on. i understand if u hate 'that school'. if i were u i'll hate it too. just be happy alright. if you can't find happiness, let it find you! =) and when you think you can't hold on any longer, just hold on a littlelittle more, you'll see the light, and you'll be happy=) trust me, and most importantly trust god =D.

stephy, your STORY is seriously to die for. not that im underestimating your ''mei li'' or anything kay. im not=) erm don't forget to update me on any news ya!=)

prissy, i sincerly think that you're dao-ing me more! hahah! you didnt smile when you saw me again on fam day!=( hahah don't emo eh.

rhondie, we are so meeting at island creamery on thurs=)) with chiaps!and i am still so jealous of your uniform..

chiaps, you copied my phone=)) haha but red's hot right! hahah thurs, thurs, THURS=))
Oh and please stick to your own guy=)) you know what im talking about.

gen, i didn't realize how much i missed your hilarous laughter until i heard it again!=) you are like the only one who can propel my hilarous laughter out of me. i didnt laugh like how i did in pastamania tht day in appoximately 3 months =)btw, sexy haircut lah=D

swee min, gloria, erny all you lucky peeps in poly, have all the fun that you can have ya!=)

joey, corraine, momo, WHERE THE HELL WERE YOU GUYS?! haha seriously. i missed you guys. we have got to catch up.

i won't say bye because THIS IS SO NOT THE END.=))

i love KC. i love 2-4. i love 4-6. you guys rock!!=)

2008-03-28T06:46:00.001-07:00

Thank you so much brother.=) You may not know how great the impact of your words of encouragement are to me, but they are. i just want to let you know that.
Thanks yili for being there today. i really appreciate it. =)

''With your faith and the support of the people who love you, there's nothing that can defeat or destroy you.''--Thanksssss=)

2008-03-26T00:25:00.000-07:00

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